Exploring Distances..

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Embarking on a journey is not just about traversing physical distances, but also about exploring the depths of one’s own soul. The profound impact of a mere two months of travel can often surpass the cumulative experiences of the preceding two years. In the span of these two months, one can immerse oneself in diverse cultures, marvel at breathtaking landscapes, and forge meaningful connections with people from all walks of life. The transformative power of travel lies in its ability to broaden horizons, shatter preconceptions, and cultivate a profound sense of empathy towards the world and its inhabitants. Therefore, the statement “Two months can make you travel more than your last two years” encapsulates the immense potential for personal growth and enrichment that lies within the embrace of exploration and adventure.

Something constant.

I don’t need reasons to be happy, I need reasons to be sad or depressed and I never go on looking for those reasons. That’s why I avoid most people. I am a happy, productive and entertaining person basically but outside energy always (and I really mean ALWAYS) becomes a block or a shadow over my positive n optimistic personality, and then I cannot get rid of it for weeks or months. I have traumas that I still haven’t talked about to a single person on earth (literally nobody even if a few of you know many of my secrets, still there are some things I never tell anyone; neither family, nor bestest of friends in the past nor even a therapist) but I know really well how to give it my all to my future rather than sulking in the past. Attachments happen but I can easily get rid of it, basically being a detached person. Failures happen but I usually have 2-3 more plans after that. My life flows generally as I expect it to. But outside energy always happens to be a block or a shadow over my positives. If I keep any person away, he/she has directly or indirectly added blocks in my life. Why would anyone think that I’d like to invite the same kind of energy in my life again??? I really am not interested in Jumping in the mud or letting people throw it at me and then waste my time n energy in cleaning myself of it whereas the best option always is to look at it, ignore and avoid it and move forward. I don’t know how other people’s mind work, but if they don’t get this basic thing, then it’s completely their problem. I want to keep somebody close who can be equally positive, clear-minded and productive, provided I have not seen the otherwise in them in the past, although everybody can change into the former kind but probability is uncertain to me, and I avoid uncertainty now. I don’t want somebody to give me anything or to add anything to my life, be it happiness or love or anything materialistic. I just want AN EQUAL who knows how to take care of himself, can be happy on his own, manage well his possessions, be productive most of the time, love by heart n soul, has got rid of his past traumas or wounds and related defence mechanisms (although more or less those defences always stay there but it can be dealt with sensibly) and is very clear about what he wants from me, from himself, his career n life in general, so that we can thrive together rather than any of us being a burden on the other. PURE PARTNERSHIP, NEITHER OWNERSHIP NOR PARENT-CHILD DYNAMIC.

(Written and first published on 9th October, 2020)

Quote of the day

There comes a time when only a soulmate can fill that space, the space that you can’t even explain. 💖

(First published on 9th Aug, 2021)

Under the cloud

Forget the mistletoe,

Let’s kiss under a cloud,

Let’s get the rain pouring

Calming the heat within

Let’s let the love speak,

without words,

out loud.

Abstract digital art..

“Inexplicable roots of connection between two souls” -My Interpretation About This Painting.

I will be very glad to know how you are going to perceive it. This is one of my most abstract paintings which I just painted within seconds (maybe it took one minute) and didn’t even think for once what I was doing or what I was intending to do; so, there is some unconscious n subconscious meaning behind it.

(First published on 19th July, 2021)

Law of attraction in summation.

You attract your own energy, nothing from the outside. If you do not know your worth, you attract people who consider you worthless. If you do not want something to work for you, you won’t get it. If you have some traits in your subconscious mind for a partner, every other kind of person will be repelled/removed from your life sooner or later. If you want to change yourself, you have to visualize that change in you. If you want to become something, you have to believe it in your whole being. That’s all law of attraction is. You attract your energy, your thoughts, your vibes, your aura to you.
Now, a few of you may think “I am a healer. Usually toxic people get attracted to me. I don’t think this is how law of attraction works. I never wanted that.”
My answer is your innate nature is that of a healer and toxic people need spiritual healing and your mind subconsciously desires somebody to heal, so, toxic people get attracted to you unknowingly. But you can save yourself by creating boundaries n by directing your energy to be more specific to heal yourself first or the innocent victims of toxic abusers or nobody at all particularly and by only teaching people how to heal themselves.

(8th jan, 2021)

Learning to fly…..

You may as well,
To save yourself from drowning in marshy waters,
Want to learn to fly.
💞

(Originally posted on 6th jan,2021)

The right one.

When you are with the right one,

The flowers may not bloom faster,

The springs may not pour different,

The sun may not rise faster,

The moon may not look different,

But everything becomes easy.

(2nd feb, 22)

Note to self.

Don’t go back to your old ways,

Try to get out of that mud,

There is love and light for you to grow,

You are still an about to bloom bud,

Hands folded, head held high,

You have to forget your heart’s cry,

When something and someone is pure,

It is rewarded for sure,

Let the times be obscure,

You have to hear past the tumultous,

The sound of nature,

It bestows the real things the strength to endure;

Even if your heart is breaking into a billion pieces,

Just let the rivers of pain flow,

Because days and nights keep shifting,

But always after the darkness,

We feel the sunrise’s glow.

(First published on 17th Jan, 2020)

Not just a kiss.

When he hugs you affectionately, keeps you held in his arms, and just at one moment something clicks inside you and him. He kisses all over your face but doesn’t kiss your lips yet. His eyes looking into your eyes deeply, passionately, affectionately. His warm breath falling over your lips softly, and then you can’t wait anymore. That moment feels like waiting for years. You move your mouth towards his lips to kiss him, instead, he gets the sign, and begins to kiss you. He doesn’t stop there. He kisses you once softly. Then starts devouring your mouth pasionately. Your souls being sucked by each-other wanting for more and more and more. You don’t want it to stop ever. You kiss like there is no tomorrow. Even when you stop, he kisses you over and over again. You lose the count. Also, you lose your senses. The moment becomes a moment of pure love, lust, and surrender.

When you haven’t experienced something like that, you cannot get it why someone cannot forget that feeling. Also, you cannot think about Just A Kiss after that. It goes beyond a kiss and deeper than a kiss.