I can only tell how much free I feel now
Free to speak up my mind
Free to act my heart out
Free to love anyone I want to
Free to choose what to make my life about,
Shackled I felt
For a really long time
To soothe someone’s ego
To soothe one’s mind,
Out of respect I did it so wrong
That I cared about one’s selfishness
made my freedom in those shackles grind.
On a bad note, due to my experiences I already consider you stupid; you have to prove me that you are not.
Life is hard,
Don’t make it harder for others.
“Those who stay in their lane,
It’s that simple.
Pay close attention to your dreams
They might guide you through reality,
Nightmares or wonderful they may be
They may make cut you through life’s duality.
Let me make it easy for you!
You will end up with the one You Deserve to be with.
You know who has done what to you in the past.
Even if you don’t know, universe knows who has done what to you and what you have done to others.
It counts everything you do to others as well.
So, just know that you will end up with the one you really deserve.
“I have been fed up of saving you emotionally from such a long time and waiting around that now, it’s me who has been needing emotional and mental healing the most.”
PS- I am not using any other person or you for that matter. If you can think n feel better and decide, then good; otherwise, stay there until lessons completely learned.
The universe will hurt you
over n over again
until you learn who can heal you
n who can intoxicate you further,
you will find the pain n pleasure of intoxication delicious,
until you smell
the healing flavour,
It’s upon you,
And only upon you,
Either to jump in the same pit
To know in the end
That it’s meant to be escaped,
Or get out of it
Once and forever;
what seems more in your concern is
Every time the stair you use to climb out of it
The same stair you leave
in that same dumping pit,
then jump in it and come out of it never.
You put too less of efforts to even catch my attention,
All the best for trying to be a part of my life,
And hats off to you for thinking you will get me
while just being dependent on loyalty displayed by me.
I cannot explain this enough
how much I hate to be defensive
And explain my actions
As well as inaction..
But keep it to yourself;
This is for whosoever
I came or will come into interaction;
I owe nobody any explanation
For what I do
Or feel the need to show it off,
Although I may do it in fraction,
But I do everything to my standards’ satisfaction,
I steer my life in my own way,
I know what I did, doing and will do,
I don’t need from anybody else a single direction.