Missing You..

Missed you beyond measure

But as always

You met me in my dream

Like you were never gone away

Hugged me so tight

My soul felt your every inch n your energy,

On waking up

I couldn’t tell the difference

If it was a dream or reality

But yes,

It felt like a real treasure..

I missed you

And it felt

Like I was missing myself

I miss you beyond measure.

Missing You..

Missed you beyond measure

But as always

You met me in my dream

Like you were never gone away

Hugged me so tight

My soul felt your every inch n your energy,

Upon waking up

I couldn’t tell the difference

If it was a dream or reality

But yes,

It felt like a real treasure..

I missed you

And it felt

Like I was missing myself

I miss you beyond measure.

Soul Calling..

Between saying some things too much,

And not saying some things enough,

Now when

Things are settling with a divine timing

I feel

Coming back of my love

wouldn’t be that tough..

Digital-Art- Portal to Imagination..

Let’s go to the other world,

Let’s indulge in the abyss of rich imagination..

This is the digital art that I had created two weeks ago i.e. on the 31st of July, 2021. I would love you to imagine that you are entering into another world through this portal and indulging yourself in your vast and rich imagination.. What would you like to imagine as your another world?? I am curious to know..

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Nature Love 💚❤

I love the rainfall

And am more in love with the dew,

I love the fog

And am more in love with the snow falling new,

I love the full moon night

And am more in love with the sunset n sunrise’s breath-taking view,

I love red roses

And am more in love with flowers of every hue,

I love every tiny thing every big aspect of nature

Anything I don’t love in it, if any,

Are very few.

(Originally posted on 6th november,2020)

Day-Dreaming..

I am playing scenarios in my head

Too good to be true,

I can feel you in them so close

Can you feel it too??

(Published on : 22nd March, 2021)

Abstract digital art..

“Inexplicable roots of connection between two souls” -My Interpretation About This Painting.

I will be very glad to know how you are going to perceive it. This is one of my most abstract paintings which I just painted within seconds (maybe it took one minute) and didn’t even think for once what I was doing or what I was intending to do; so, there is some unconscious n subconscious meaning behind it.

(PS- I think it’s also having a bit of 3D effect, if I am not completely wrong.)

Canny surrender.. #poem #poetry

Heart was talking relentlessly,

Mind made an espionage,

Love was stuck in the lips

Veins were boiling with lustful rage

A moment got snapped in the air, amidst

The ruthless mouth devoured my lips

An hour after hour after hour of canny surrender,

The whole room was filled with the fragrance of love n lust

and our bodies sweaty mist.


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Original publishing date: 14th june,2021)

Touching depth..

You put me in a different zone

A different feel..

Something to which I’ll always be unknown

My deepest desires

My deepest fears

My deepest self

Gets touched by you

And your words have the power over me

To cut me, give a wound or heal.

One love stays with you forever.

Some people really think that why I don’t move on or try with someone new.. There is a very very deep reason. I actually moved on. I thought that I’ll never think about him ever again. In those times I was just numb to feelings. I became really logical as well as triggered. I was not feeling like myself for months. It’s not that I never tried. But someone doesn’t get out of your mind n soul. It’s not even ego that is making me hold onto him. It’s something, just there, right from the times when I even didn’t know that I had any feeling for him in the first place. It is not going anywhere. What do I do?? A few people try to influence me against it through posts on pages. And seriously, it annoys me to the core.

I had tried to move from the last person (before him) by dating one person who was really good, caring, marriage material. I even got physical with my ex to move on from him. That time also I couldn’t because I was feeling passionately for that one.

But then, whom I love came to my life out of the blue. Honestly, I was keeping a good distance from him. I didn’t want to fall in love ever again. And even he wasn’t interested in making me feel anything like that. But with friendship and affection, I started feeling very close to him. I was constantly denying myself that it was getting deeper because I, somehow knew that I would hurt myself at some point if I would feel anything else that friendship and affection for him. But I was feeling something else.

And when we got physical, even then for a few days I was in denial mode. Seriously, I couldn’t handle how intensely we made those moments. They might not be too much for many others, including him. But it was a lot for me. But still I was denying myself about its depth for a few weeks. I didn’t get what.

But now when I have tried every single fucking thing to move on. I don’t get it what is the problem with people who are just into talking against it. Why can’t you see someone loving someone else truly. Yes, for now, it is in words only. But my words come out from the depths of my soul. It’s too difficult for me to accept my own feelings being highly rational generally, leave alone being expressive about them. If I am being expressive about my feelings, it is something even I still cannot describe in words. It is much more than that.

Now, what do I do?? Try with new people, faking it all, wasting mine and their time?? I think it would be too selfish to do. So, I usually avoid anyone who may have interest in me, because I know that I won’t be interested in them in that sense.

What do I do with what I am feeling in my heart and soul?? I am taking my time. I am not forcing anything. I just want him to feel what I feel, that too, not forcefully, but by being a little expressive. I think that when I am not doing anything out of ego or to get him. I am doing this because things got fucked up last time because I stifled my feelings that time. I waited a lot, even gave up, but it has come up again in me. It really means that it had never gone. I had just become numb to my own feelings, also because I had lost my bua, I was traumatised and could only get triggered and could stay hurt. I was not in touch with my soul, my ego was saving me. Now, I am in balance, and I really want to see it will go where and I am hoping for a beautiful outcome. I am taking my time and putting my energy only where I want to and need to. I really don’t need unsolicited advices, specially those that go against my inner voice.

I don’t know healthy relationship. I have never been in one. That is why I am working on myself, so that I can have a wholesome relationship with someone I truly love. I don’t want anything toxic in between us. I am working on my triggers. A few friends may as well have observed that I have changed my behaviour a lot compared to what it was before. I am not faking it. I am working on it.