Once in a while I got 98/100 in drawing, maths and science in different classes and those two marks still pinch me; pretty much tells about my need to have it all about anything I put my mind to and my destiny that never gives it all to me.
PS: Showing off..😂
(19th nov, 2020)
Let me be dreamy about you,
Maybe some day it will come true,
Meet me under the stars,
Till then, let me recollect some beautiful memories about you.
How intelligent of me to think that either my phone’s audio or my ear-plugs stopped functioning while I didn’t even put the ear-plugs in my ears.
I have had chewed the hardest pills last year only,
Keep your shit to yourself now.
(Date: 24th march, 2021)
And if we can make it together,
What’s making the gap so wide?
(28th dec,2020)
A gap of two years really puts you far behind where you could be in blogging. I had started the blog in the second half of the year 2017, and just after writing 4-5 blogs, I left the website untouched for about two years and began writing again in oct-nov, 2019. I had started writing on this website just because I wanted to try something new and blogging was one on my bucket-list at that time. I used to think that one could just write something like poetry or interesting blogs and leave it as that only. I had no idea that to progress in blogging one has had to be interactive with the fellow bloggers, until recently. But I have a dilemma regarding this. Does it really matter how much you interact or communicate with others on your blogs or you can let your blogs speak for you specially when you are not a talker?? The gap really did put me far behind where I could be by now, but apart from that, am I doing it the right way or not, this question really strikes me hard sometimes. I really want to enhance my blogging skills while not wanting to be occupied with it for a good amount of time, as even now, this is not my first or even 5th priority.
Anybody who keeps on saying “everything will fall into place with time” actually has no idea what the fuck he is doing and he is trying to blindfold you, trying to make you a passive observer.
It’s your life. Take action. Do whatever the F you want. There is no need to wait for the things to fall into place. Moreover, think about it- which thing that person thinks would fall into which place?? Probably, nothing in your favour and everything in that person’s favour?? Because that person is living his life, and wants you to just wait for the things to fall in his favourite place !!
Please learn and then teach your kids the meaning of accountability, otherwise they will grow up as narcissists who feel entitled to talk shit by going to anyone’s account and upon being called up for their psychopathy, will laugh and try to blame that person to whom they were meant to be accountable. I cannot even describe how much incapable they will turn out to be, but surely individuals having a very low intelligence and emotional-intelligence quotient; Or don’t have children at all. Please do not increase the burden on earth. Some of us are into improving ourselves and others as well, and then come those narcissists who are ALWAYS BLIND to their own faults but prefer to call that person a narcissist to whom they are meant to be accountable for their pathological actions because they are a Pro at Blame-Games. And if you don’t know where you are going wrong, seek a psychologist/psychiatrist for yourself.
I Think For All 