Quote: Source of mental energy of psychopaths.

Some psychopaths on internet be like “why the hell are you not fighting with me !! Aaarrrggghhh.. Who will save me now?? My energy is vanishing. I need to lick someone’s brain so badly !!”

Psychopaths gain mental energy from arguining and fighting with others. They try to suck the energy out of anyone with their toxicity whereas mentally stable people try to run away from unreasonable arguments and fights.

Contending??

When the main source of contention gets eliminated and the contention still persists without any viable notion, how much a logical person is going to engage in that loop of incongruent predicaments rotating just to prove some sort of superiority complex??

The answers may vary according to the level of consciousness one has reached. Some people move one step back to get themselves out of that abyss of illusions and put their best foot forward in something of value in real life, whereas some people stay stuck in that loop, hence mediocrity. Choose to be the former, my friend, out of mediocrity.

Failed

I tried to fly,

with broken wings.

Dry.

Wanting to speak my mind,

with love emphatically,

here I am,

Sitting devoid of it..

Like a river lost its course

then dried up abruptly.

Therapy.

Therapist: What do we do when we like someone?

Me: We stay quiet and use telepathy so that that person may know what’s in our mind.

Therapist: HELL NO !!

😂🤣

Doshi

Tum ek ke baare baat kro,

wo chaar ayenge,

tum ek ke baare baat kro

wo chaar ayenge ..

Tum unhe na bulao

wo muh utha ke phir bhi ayenge..

baat bass itni si thi

ki baat kiski ki?

baat bass itni si thi

ki baat kiski ki..

ye baat suljhate-suljhate

wo nayi bewkoofiyan kar dikhayenge..

Smelling something?

Some people think that I have stopped reacting to shit.

My stance: I know where a piece of shit is. I know it will keep stinking. I know it cannot be made into anything else. Why would I go at that place to attend to it when I know that it’s in the nature of shit to stay filthy and dirty and to stink? Why would I like to sicken myself? I really don’t go there where I know I will end up puking out and sick.

Another thing: There is a saying- Don’t blame a clown for them behaving like a clown. Blame yourself for going to the circus.

Agreed. I completely agree to this. But, there have been numerous instances when one or the other clown entered my room (hypothetically, meaning violated my boundaries) and behaved that way only to annoy or frustrate me out of his/her stupidity/insecurity/envy. What do you think anyone would do in that situation? I would definitely do anything to throw that clown out of my place or if that one still won’t stop, I would slap/beat/kill that one (hypothetically, meaning reacting).

Why so invested?

Some people like you, a few hate you, but the latter ones are always more invested in you than the former ones. Those little bitter munchkins. 😘😂

(Note: Not dedicated. Just a random thought.)

Examples of Manipulation by a Narcissist.

Examples when Narcissistic manipulation can be felt:

-The narc first discards you for loving them too much, and when you move or are trying to move on, they almost beg to enter your life again.

-You do either this or that, the narc has a problem with you both the times. For example, you are ambitious and work on your goals, the narc accuses you of being self-centered and not invested in the narc or the relationship whereas when you have no goals to chase for the time being, the narc considers you ‘not good enough’, ‘lazy’, etc. and triangulates you with other people who are ambitious to look down upon you.

-Narc is envious of you but ‘acts’ like a motivator when you cannot do well in life, but the time you start functioning normal, the narc’s jealousy starts coming to the fore.

-Narc doesn’t want you but also doesn’t want you to want someone else.

-Narc wants you but only till he gets another supply, then the blame of everything going wrong shifts on you, the wrong that actually is being done by the narc or is inherently present in the narc.

-The narc mostly wants you to improve ‘only in words’ and for only that amount of time you are enhancing his social image or self-image. The moment he knows you are doing it for yourself, all hell lets loose and lashing out begins out of the blue.

-Narc is your well-wisher only till the time you are acting or talking against someone or something he hates.

-Narc’s principles are for you, not for him to follow. For example, if you start liking someone else than the narc, you are disloyal and a piece of shit while you both were not committed, but if he starts liking someone else and you both were not committed, it’s his choice and liberty to do anything he wants to do. Another example, if you get angry at him or someone else, you are evil whereas if he gets angry at you or someone else, you or that person deserves it, no other explanation.

-Narc will support you with a hidden agenda. The agenda can be as simple and as complex as boosting one’s (his) ego that he is altruistic, although the support will not be there because you need it, but purely because it’s the narc’s need to feel meaningful in his own eyes, whereas any time you would have actually needed the narc, he would be absent or indifferent to your needs.

-Narc will always abuse you through means which other people cannot recognize and publically will always say that he never abused anyone. Either the narc doesn’t know what abuse actually means or he is just hiding it. Mostly the case is the latter because he is always the innocent and benevolent one in front of the people else than the target of abuse.

-Narc tries to intimidate his target, even though he fails at it, he tries over and over again, and when he knows that the target cannot be intimidated, he tries to be in the good books of the target itself because he wants the strong one to either be weak in front of him or be in his team.

-Narc wants to control someone, either physically, mentally or emotionally. Emotional control over a person is the best feeling for any narc because a narc is devoid of having healthy and rational emotions. Yep. Rational emotions exist. His emotions are most of the times born out of his evil mind and a lack of controlling or regulating his own thoughts and a failure in controlling others’ or his particular target’s emotions.

To a known narcissist.

How poor in karma one has to be

that you are eaten up by your own envy

trying to get me under your control

each time failing miserably

and then trying to be god

to someone n anyone who has the same ill-will against me

to make them stand in competition

despite knowing fully what it entails to you in the end

it’s nothing

yet your ego binge eats on my life

by being obnoxiously competitive burning with envy

still failing

staying in your incurable narcissistic misery.

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