A poem that I had written in 2018.
I loved myself through bits n pieces
Collected a tsunami of emotions in a tear-drop,
Shed it in a fraction of a second
And stood tall holding myself together, having within, a ray of hope.
(21st may, 21)
You were not the shine,
You were the light
It’s your teachings and behaviour
That have guided me to choose the right
Whether in humanity, love, or fight,
You will always remain with me and inside of me,
With my every breath
I will keep missing
the smiling face
and beautiful presence of thee.
[HAPPY FATHER’S DAY TO ALL💜🤗😇]
(21st june, 2020)
If you ever get angry/aggressive because you could not break my Boundaries, do one thing- Smack your head to the wall with as much force as you have..
You will get the same feeling and same end result in both the cases.
Don’t go back to your old ways,
Try to get out of that mud,
There is love and light for you to grow,
You are still an about to bloom bud,
Hands folded, head held high,
You have to forget your heart’s cry,
When something and someone is pure,
It is rewarded for sure,
Let the times be obscure,
You have to hear past the tumultous,
The sound of nature,
It bestows the real things the strength to endure;
Even if your heart is breaking into a billion pieces,
Just let the rivers of pain flow,
Because days and nights keep shifting,
But always after the darkness,
We feel the sunrise’s glow.
(First published on 17th Jan, 2020)
Reaching the point of being unaffected like a stone is in me
I am moving towards it
And I’ll let all of my softness burn in the process
Been shed n turn into ashes
And fly away invisibly.
(29th aug, 2020)
When your heart shatters into a zillion pieces,
When it still doesn’t make any noise to the outside world,
When you can’t hear your own screams,
When you silently own every single broken piece in your existence’s hold,
Know that there will be someone who will make it easy for you;
Someone will make easy the love for you,
The love you give and their love for you,
Someone will make the life easy for you,
The way you want to live it,
doing the things you love to do,
Someone will make it easy for you to smile,
The real unfiltered blooming out of innate happiness they give to you,
And until you meet that special someone
Cherish everything that you are
Find depth in your hollowed heart
Find solace in your solitude
Find heights increasing in your strength
For living alone this way is truly an art.
(First published on 17th jan, 2021 on my other website http://www.yourchoicestlifestyle.com )
You do not become a weak person as a whole if you fall from time to time and become heart-broken and cry.. It’s a strength to be vulnerable like that, actually, a lot of strength in it. People boast of being strong while being cunning and toxic, but they never know that they are actually the weakest. Strength lies in being true to yourself and accepting your emotions, no matter how low you feel feeling them. Only the strongest ones can touch the rock-bottom over and over again and bounce back higher than before every time..Even though it does not happen so every single time, still, seeing the rock bottom has a lot of strength in it.
Another thing only strong people can do is realizing their own mistakes and faults. You will mostly see the weakest ones doing wrong to others and having no explanation for that, even to themselves. It gives them cheap thrills to provoke, frustrate and suffocate others. But if you do something like that on impulse and can realize and apologize for your fault genuinely, and if you can learn how to get a grip over your impulses as well after such incidences, you are strong. You are very strong.
THIS IS SOMETHING I SAY TO MYSELF A LOT AND NOW, I AM PASSING IT TO YOU, SO THAT YOU KNOW HOW STRONG YOU ARE !! 🖤❤
(Originally posted on 1st feb,2021)
I tried to switch off intuition
and now I am all perplexed,
I do feel the things in a certain way
trying to grasp the ‘why’s of everything,
Even while moving through the ruffled waters
I know where I am going
my intuition guides me my lane,
Now when I have switched it off I am feeling so low,
Feeling things, not vibes, in a confused way,
I don’t know what’s going where, like I am driving myself insane.
I think I turned against the nature,
Putting off something that makes the basic me,
That’s why the nature is punishing me,
The need is not to not feel things I am getting this now,
The need is to feel and be guided by my intuition and still be rational somehow.
(First published on 9th Jan, 2020)
I Think For All 