Heartfelt Letter ❀

To a hater,

BEWARE !

The stability of my mind may kill you !

Everything you are trying to affect me, you are failing at it all !

With deep concern,

A person who gives no shit.

(A few hours later, you already have had a fit. πŸ˜‚)

Fifty Thousand Views

Hello beautiful people,

I got this notification yesterday notifying me that my website has crossed Fifty Thousand Views. Immense gratitude to all of you who motivated me to keep going explicitly with your comments and implicitly with your likes. I hope that I do better and do not disappoint you. I know that many of my posts are quirky as well as descriptive of a lot of negativity sometimes, but that’s how my experiences have been with people. I just describe a bit of what I go through. But I hope that you do not ignore my positive posts that are full of love and gratitude and keep supporting me like always. A big thank to all of you. β€πŸ€—πŸ’–πŸ’«πŸ’œπŸ’™β€πŸ’šπŸŒžπŸ’

What life is like when you are bullied and gaslighted.

https://cheriewhite.blog/2021/10/25/what-life-is-like-when-youre-bullied-and-gaslighted/

Read this brilliant article written by my fellow-blogger Cherie White. Her blog has many such informative and eye-opening blogs regarding bullying, harrassment and social stigmas. I love them all. They give me strength when I need it. I hope she will inspire you as well to stand up against bullies and stand your ground. Do visit her blog and check it all by yourself. ❀

AMEN ☺️

Anyone with an evil eye on me, may you turn blind DIE.

(Published on 16th june, 2021)

YOUR REAL STRENGTH YOU MAY NOT KNOW ABOUT.

You do not become a weak person as a whole if you fall from time to time and become heart-broken and cry.. It’s a strength to be vulnerable like that, actually, a lot of strength in it. People boast of being strong while being cunning and toxic, but they never know that they are actually the weakest. Strength lies in being true to yourself and accepting your emotions, no matter how low you feel feeling them. Only the strongest ones can touch the rock-bottom over and over again and bounce back higher than before every time..Even though it does not happen so every single time, still, seeing the rock bottom has a lot of strength in it.

Another thing only strong people can do is realizing their own mistakes and faults. You will mostly see the weakest ones doing wrong to others and having no explanation for that, even to themselves. It gives them cheap thrills to provoke, frustrate and suffocate others. But if you do something like that on impulse and can realize and apologize for your fault genuinely, and if you can learn how to get a grip over your impulses as well after such incidences, you are strong. You are very strong.

THIS IS SOMETHING I SAY TO MYSELF A LOT AND NOW, I AM PASSING IT TO YOU, SO THAT YOU KNOW HOW STRONG YOU ARE !! πŸ–€β€

(Originally posted on 1st feb,2021)

TWIN-FLAME VIBES..

Here is the secret:

When you are twin-flames you can literally feel the other person’s energy in you. You mirror each-other’s energy, not behaviour. If one person feels love, the other also feels love, perhaps for somebody else and not for his/her twin. When one feels sexual, other somehow gets aroused as well. When one is unwell or mentally depressed, the other feels similar energy. It is more about similarity of vibes and energy, more or less, mirroring each-other in totality which may sometimes be too strong to even distinguish who does it belong to (the person or his/her twin). Object for those vibes, feelings n emotions can be anybody but they are felt in the heart of both parts of the twin-flame.

I have experienced it many a times, though I was wrong about the object of those feelings, vibes n emotions; they were barely for me (both good n bad). Now when I stay in isolation and feel anything, I try to recognise if my emotions really belong to me or not. Out of the blue emotions which seem like completely out of your current mood and circumstances may be given to you by your twin.

Mirroring behaviour of somebody openly is just a part of attraction or infatuation i.e. doing the same or similar thing after seeing someone doing it. It has nothing to do with twin-flames. It is social behaviour, nothing spiritual. Twin-flames spiritual mirroring goes much beyond that and one cannot even know most of the times why they are feeling certain types of feelings.

Energy never lies; if you feel it’s not your energy, it definitely belongs to your twin felt by you but you have to be extra awake to recognize energies to know the difference.

(First published on 2nd Nov, 2020)

Reminiscing my nature.

I can’t even explain how I think. Many live in and for experiences. I really don’t seek them. I don’t seek events to make memories about them. I don’t think that we are what we create or some experiences can create us (ok particularly me here). How I take experiences is purely the mental stimulators or catalysts for different thinking. As far as I remember nothing has changed me much. Those who know me now or at whatever period of time they might have known me may think that I have changed a lot. But that’s not true. They have only seen my behaviour for a short period of time n for a few events or so on but my basic nature has always been like this only.

I was always quiet in front of the outsiders (school, college, relatives functions, strangers etc.) and quiet in my own home maybe for eternity.. but.. whenever I wanted to socialise I was one hella fun person. I was always the one who organised family functions to the T (not the labour part, ok). I was always sporty whenever anyone came to the house (n got comfy in the family) to play a game or two. I made jokes whenever I observed something laugh-worthy in the surroundings. I was analysing situations, people’s behaviour and dynamics of different kinds right from my very childhood (like since the age of 6-7 years old). I always observed a lot. Like really.. I can very confidently say that I filter about 95-98% of things that I observe just because I find them quite useless including people who think that they can always sneak, tresspass, abuse n escape.. “Nope ! You didn’t. I did let you because you are not important at all.” If you think that I have become angrier, that too, is in my nature by birth, though the outlets have changed. I used to store it all or tended to flush off that energy by playing cricket for two hours daily in the evening (though with my brother n father only). It was really a good release of energy then. Now I feel like not storing any shit in my mind n release it all through words. If we talk about confidence. I always had a very good amount of self-confidence but I was always quiet about it because I was getting regular recognition about my capability through professors n results etc. Now I have to show it in other ways because of the wake of social media as in this era if you don’t verbalise or show your capabilities, then you are considered not to have them at all and those who are ept at showing off, become successful, though they might have half of your capabilities.

The point is.. I was always more or less similar..Not much has changed.. Neither my nature, nor my strength.. It’s just that those who have started to know different sides of me or my deeper layers, they think that I have changed a lot; they actually never knew me. Really.. Never..

Strangest thing about me: I do the things, I hate to do, the most. This one I still cannot understand why. Sooner or later, I end up doing things that I really hate.

Strongest point about me: I really, and by this I mean REALLY, I don’t give a fuck about who thinks what about me.

Weakest point about me: I won’t actualise something until I have done it to perfection, exactly the way I visualised it, and even after reaching that point I keep polishing it so that it can reach a point to my utmost satisfaction.

The best thing I find about my life: No matter how filthy situations, events or people I deal with, my bounce back game is strong AF, stronger than many, and I don’t mean it by the show off part, I mean it about things considered valuable.

(Originally posted on 28th Dec, 2020)

Do not contain your power !

The worst thing you will do to yourself is to contain your power to soothe other people’s ego. Let them be petty. Let them be miserable. Let them be the complainant. Let them be foolish. Let them be toxic dramatic. Let them be the high-handed in their own world. You can kick their asses without even touching them, just by being yourself, and just by doing you with your whole energy speaking for you. You may think that those you love or loved will appreciate how much you shrink yourself to balm their insecurity and inferiority complexes, but they will not appreciate it. Some of them will say that they never asked you to do so. Some will blame you saying that you could choose different or better. The blame in the end goes to you. Some will say that you did not do enough for them, no matter how tough you were living for them, or they wanted different. How much can you shrink yourself for such thankless petty people?? Why would not you choose yourself rather than those ugly souls?? Hear me clear ! It’s okay to hurt people and be unkind to them if they expect you to contain yourself in a little box, frustrating yourself with all that energy wanting to expand yet trying to explode you in that little space. You do not deserve to explode when you are meant to expand, and trust me, you can expand beyond your own expectations, specially when people around you do not want you to see your worth.

I am freaking powerful and I love it.-Preet

(Published on 30th june,21)

Know your flame.

Do what sparks a fire in your soul,

Not what peaks your ego,

You will never regret your ways of life this way.

(Published: 18th march,2021)

QUOTE-Peace πŸ’œ..

It’s a good feeling when people don’t know you anymore. They can’t take advantage of what they don’t know…..

(Originally posted on 3rd Jan, 2021)

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