When you are used to present a good humoured self in front of others, others think that you don’t feel any pain, but, nevertheless, it’s a great way to deal with any kind of pain/injury/wounds. Only the strong ones have this capacity.
It’s a good feeling when people don’t know you anymore. They can’t take advantage of what they don’t know…..
(Originally posted on 3rd Jan, 2021)
Don’t go back to your old ways,
Try to get out of that mud,
There is love and light for you to grow,
You are still an about to bloom bud,
Hands folded, head held high,
You have to forget your heart’s cry,
When something and someone is pure,
It is rewarded for sure,
Let the times be obscure,
You have to hear past the tumultous,
The sound of nature,
It bestows the real things the strength to endure;
Even if your heart is breaking into a billion pieces,
Just let the rivers of pain flow,
Because days and nights keep shifting,
But always after the darkness,
We feel the sunrise’s glow.
(First published on 17th Jan, 2020)
I am a hard pill to swallow,
just like naked truth
you can feel,
but I have seen people not offended by it
The people who are willing to heal.
Heart was talking relentlessly,
Mind made an espionage,
Love was stuck in the lips
Veins were boiling with lustful rage
A moment got snapped in the air, amidst
The ruthless mouth devoured my lips
An hour after hour after hour of canny surrender,
The whole room was filled with the fragrance of love n lust
and our bodies sweaty mist.
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Original publishing date: 14th june,2021)
Sleeping dead is self-care,
Just forget the world exists,
Move into your dream n nightmare,
It repairs your wounds
It cleanses your mind
There are other ways as well
But it’s the most natural way to self-care.
(Original publishing date: 31st May,2021)
This post is just to thank everyone here who stays patient with me. Sometimes, I cannot interact via comments because I feel shut down due to personal reasons n find it difficult to talk to anyone. Sometimes, you all have to deal with my negative posts involving anguish described in anger n rage. My family as well has to deal with my furious nature. Although, it has reduced drastically in comparison to the last year but still I feel that nobody else than me deserves to deal with those vibes. The darkness should stay with the person to whom it belongs and be released too in a healthy way. I find writing and painting as the mediums to release the negativity that engulfs me, from which I am unable to release it through Art as I can only paint good stuff. It’s only through writing that I can release my worst of dark emotions, and it’s really very important for me to release anger, otherwise I get sick physically as well (fever n low immunity). So, I just want to thank you all (including my family) for being there in my lows as well, and not only in the times I write something good having some good vibes in it, full of love and beauty. You all are Amazing Ones..
Love and Blessing to You..💜💖
I am sorry if you stay in flight or fight mode and also think that it’s your fault. Just a friendly reminder that it’s not your fault and you also can feel safe. Just change the people around you and choose the right ones who can make you feel safe physically and mentally.
I want to get lost in a place,
the best singers are the birds
The best frangrance is of flowers
The best flash light is the sunshine
The best food is a fruit..
(Published first on 21st april,2021)