Changing mood..

Me: It wasn’t anyone’s fault.

Him: ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚

Me: except yours.

Him: ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿ˜ก

๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ

High..Am I??

The way I beat my own drum,

Makes me seem like I am high on rum.

Effing Irritating sayings/words/phrases..

Which sayings irritate me a lot..??

Always be kind” – Like no..Why always?? You cannot tell bullies and criminals to stay safe, happy and free while being ready to be a dumping pit or a doormat for them. Right??

Life moves on. You leave friends, friends leave you. Your priorities change. You change. What was meaningful to you before, does not matter now, what matters now, did not matter before. You fight. You cry. You laugh. You let things happen. You stop some things from happening.”- Like really?? You have two eyes, two ears, five sense organs, one brain. You have emotions. You have thoughts. You eat. You sleep. You this.. You that.. BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA.. Anything new that people already don’t know??

NO OFFENCE BUT__(ANYTHING)_______”- To which I can only reply “No offence but I want to throw a brick at your face now.”

Fuck them who took advantage of you.”– Emmmm.. No .. Wouldn’t that mean to invite them to take advantage of me one more time?? ๐Ÿค” I mean it might be their dream, but I don’t want to.. Really.. ๐Ÿ˜Œ

Fuck you“- well, ‘get lost’ or ‘go to hell’ sounds much better. Fuck you in anger really sounds funny from anyone’s side, annoying too but wow !! You are really dreaming..

“Bimbo”– Calling this to anyone is insulting and is mostly said by someone who is envious of someone’s beauty and has a delusion that the abuser is not a dumb ugly bitch. My reply to this would be “first of all, bitch, thank goodness, you, at least, accepted that I am beautiful, unlike your ugly shitface. Secondly, I have enough educational proofs, knowledge, intellect and wit which obviously prove me intelligent and not a dumb bitch like you who dared to just blurt out that shit because of your envy of my looks n mind.” The word is mostly used by those who are dumb enough to not comprehend that beauty can exist with brain.

Bitch“- The word said anywhere anytime to anyone just gets on my nerves (the nerves that I have controlled to a good extent now)- Reason?? In my mind, a bitch is a filthy woman, a really sick and evil one.. But some people use the word as a cool slang and some the way I interpret it. So, it gets annoying.

You are also wrong sometimes– Like I didn’t know this?? Like you really thought that this could diminish your guilt or wrong-doing?? Like you didn’t get any other way to manipulate me into thinking that we both are wrong human beings from amongst which you are clearly at fault with proofs from my side and I might have been wrong some time ago and that which even if I ask you to explain, you won’t have a clue what wrong from my side you just talked about. But thank you for saying this, now your image in my mind has worsened as you are not only clearly wrong but are a manipulative asshole as well.

Just live your life“- Like I really didn’t know this?? What was I doing all these years?? Ah.. must be trying to possess someone else’s body with my spirit??

You have changed– Glad to know that you cannot take advantage of me now. Period. ๐Ÿ˜Œ

Be yourself“- ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚ How Philosophical and deep?? ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚ Should I kill you now?? ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚ So that I don’t have to listen to this kind of lame stuff?? Did I ever try to be you or someone else?? ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™‚

Strength..

I loved myself through bits n pieces

Collected a tsunami of emotions in a tear-drop,

Shed it in a fraction of a second

And stood tall holding myself together, having within, a ray of hope.

A Burning Candle..

Remove darkness
Be a guiding force
Even if it makes a little difference
While you burn for someone whole
Even if no one is witness. -Preet


I have uploaded the video in which you can watch how I painted this burning candle digitally, that video is solely for relaxing your mind and calming your nerves. I hope you would feel good after that.. Link is given below.. ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ™‚

Burning candle-painting video

Daddy

Now-a-days,

before your any child

your wife calls you “daddy”.

(Previously posted on 16th march,2020)

There is mediocrity in you for copying my style.

Some people always try to bring out the worst in you, so that they can look better than you. They copy your style to provoke you till you burst out with anger to react. Those people do not have originality in them, so they just try to copy you, even your way of putting posts on social media, your symmetry, your pattern, because they themselves are not that creative or organised, and when you point out at that, then they make you look like a hater. No matter how calmly and cool-headedly you try to deal with those people, they won’t stop their stupidity and xerox mediocrity.

“SJ, For F sake, stop copying my style and patterns.”

Quote-Vibes matter the most.

I am naturally high-vibing. It’s quite obvious to me who lowers that down at what time. I am being more and more cautious about that now.

Default setting..๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ

If I give off 50 kinds of vibes in 5 minutes, don’t question it; just feel entertained.

Quote- Unnecessary Causes.

Everything has a cause,

And we don’t need to find every single cause.