Originally posted on 11th june, 2020. I had written about a birthday being mourned because my bua (eldest paternal aunt) had died last year in April and on this day it’s her birthday. She will always be missed both in a happy and sad state of mind. Such a paradoxical feeling a birthday can bring. 💖💔
It’s so sad to see people dying suddenly; some in accidents and some martyred during attacks. We can only think about it but only their families know how it must be feeling. Loss of a life is a big loss which can never be repaired, no matter how hard one tries. This is something some people never learn, most probably because they have not gone through that pain or probably they are on the opposite side of humanity which believes in taking human beings as only some tangible things. Life of any person is important, doesn’t matter if they belong to your family, culture, region, religion, nation, or not.
Logic, Karma, Spirituality, Wisdom or consider anything else,
It says, you cannot compare my dynamic with my love to my dynamic to you because
First of all, no such feelings involved from my side nor I did misguide you in that sense ever,
Secondly, you have to put yourself in my place, not in his place for such a comparison, and none of your petty selves could ever have that much dedication for me as much as I have for him,
Thirdly, what he gave me in what times only I know n thus still respect him,
Fourthly, just stalking me n going into your fantasy land about me could take you a lifetime to actually initiate even a friendship n so it did,
And last but not the least, nobody gives a fuck to you here, actually you have even lost the respect from my side, so just get lost n impose yourself somewhere else with your stalking, gossipping, and cowardly and sick mindset. Your so-called reputed job doesn’t mean anything when you show this kind of sneaky character.
(PS- This is not for anyone whom I ever dated or have been in good friendship terms or have talked to consistently or ever cared about. This is for a completely different group that is a good show-off of achievements n yet could not maintain integrity in real.)