Happy Birthday, Bua. ❤

Birthdays are meant to be celebrated,

A few end up being mourned as well.

Originally posted on 11th june, 2020. I had written about a birthday being mourned because my bua (eldest paternal aunt) had died last year in April and on this day it’s her birthday. She will always be missed both in a happy and sad state of mind. Such a paradoxical feeling a birthday can bring. 💖💔

Loss of a life is a big loss.

It’s so sad to see people dying suddenly; some in accidents and some martyred during attacks. We can only think about it but only their families know how it must be feeling. Loss of a life is a big loss which can never be repaired, no matter how hard one tries. This is something some people never learn, most probably because they have not gone through that pain or probably they are on the opposite side of humanity which believes in taking human beings as only some tangible things. Life of any person is important, doesn’t matter if they belong to your family, culture, region, religion, nation, or not.

Rambling..

In mood of writing a sad poem..

But for what??

Maybe you are just anxious..

Being sad is really not your aim..

😂🤣😂🤣

Me checking out social media for a little sadness and disappointment because my life is going smooth otherwise and I can’t handle that kind of boredom.

Who can relate to this?? 😂

Some people really want to be overly important.

Logic, Karma, Spirituality, Wisdom or consider anything else,

It says, you cannot compare my dynamic with my love to my dynamic to you because

First of all, no such feelings involved from my side nor I did misguide you in that sense ever,

Secondly, you have to put yourself in my place, not in his place for such a comparison, and none of your petty selves could ever have that much dedication for me as much as I have for him,

Thirdly, what he gave me in what times only I know n thus still respect him,

Fourthly, just stalking me n going into your fantasy land about me could take you a lifetime to actually initiate even a friendship n so it did,

And last but not the least, nobody gives a fuck to you here, actually you have even lost the respect from my side, so just get lost n impose yourself somewhere else with your stalking, gossipping, and cowardly and sick mindset. Your so-called reputed job doesn’t mean anything when you show this kind of sneaky character.

(PS- This is not for anyone whom I ever dated or have been in good friendship terms or have talked to consistently or ever cared about. This is for a completely different group that is a good show-off of achievements n yet could not maintain integrity in real.)

Extra public that has never been friendly otherwise.

How can you be happy on somebody’s heartbreak??

You think that love is a rat race??

If one is heart-broken from somebody else

You think you have gained that one by default??

Like one has to belong to one or the other

Rather than being for oneself during that halt,

Nobody needs your sympathy or applause,

Please meet a psychiatrist if you cannot understand this simple stance,

Rather than like this falling from grace.

….

I always feel half of me

Gone away with you.

RIP The Bravest Children Of The Motherland.

They will evoke the sentiments of general public

In the name of patriotism

You will live in difficult conditions qhole of your life

Or fight and ultimately kill or die

How many of their relatives follow the same norm?

For me the idea of dying for the motherland is a biggest lie

When they themselves cannot save the children of the same motherland

And let them go back safely to their home,

I don’t demand pardon for such view

I love my nation

But I find this quite abnormal

Where some have to suffer the most

Under the directions of a politically powerful few.

Sense of Entitlement, Not Love.

Some people ruin everything with their lies that could end up so beautiful otherwise and then they expect you to have the same kind of love for them even after that.

RIP Sushant Singh Rajput.

Someone committing suicide is very disheartening to know,

Depression is not a game

It is that disease that eats one alive,

You see cancer and covid deadly, being physical

But what about that deadly weapon you can never see

and that does not let one survive??