If my tears ever mattered,
You wouldn’t have let me cry,
If my smile ever mattered,
you would be here,
If my happiness ever mattered,
You wouldn’t have acted ignorant,
If I ever mattered,
You wouldn’t have left.
(Written in 2018 published on 6th sept, 2020)
Why she has to stand tall,
She has learnt it the hard way.
She knows no tireness,
She knows no emotions,
She knows no relations,
She knows no remorse,
is all they think or say.
They see the obvious no doubt,
She chooses to show this side,
How indignant she felt at their thoughts,
She mostly chose to hide.
The times she showed remorse,
It was swayed with jestly innuendo;
The times she showed any emotion,
It was numbed with somebody else’s illusive emo-crescendo;
The times she showed tireness,
She was deemed to not rest but grind;
The times she valued relations,
She only got disappointments and no one of her kind.
(22nd nov, 2019)
Don’t go back to your old ways,
Try to get out of that mud,
There is love and light for you to grow,
You are still an about to bloom bud,
Hands folded, head held high,
You have to forget your heart’s cry,
When something and someone is pure,
It is rewarded for sure,
Let the times be obscure,
You have to hear past the tumultous,
The sound of nature,
It bestows the real things the strength to endure;
Even if your heart is breaking into a billion pieces,
Just let the rivers of pain flow,
Because days and nights keep shifting,
But always after the darkness,
We feel the sunrise’s glow.
(First published on 17th Jan, 2020)
You have no idea how many people hate you just because they heard you only from someone else’s mouth.
My heart goes out to you. 🤗❤
If your happiness depends on someone else’s life’s events, actions n reactions AND what they write or do on social media, you are really fooling yourself. People do and say anything to get others engaged with their profiles. You be thinking that they have put their whole life n reality on social media accounts, whereas the reality may be completely the opposite as well as something that you can never apprehend.
Also, if you are happy just because someone else wrote something negative and/or some sad words, trust me, nobody is more pathetic and narcissistic than you, because it means that you love to suck others’ good energy and find pleasure in their bad/low times. Even if it satisfies you for a short-term, for the long run, you won’t get anything good and substancial in life, and you are actually and inherently a very miserable person.
(21st Dec, 2021)
Poverty cut the wings,
Talent could not take the flight,
Abundance slumbered,
That was not their fate
Although their longest plight.
Birthdays are meant to be celebrated,
A few end up being mourned as well.
Originally posted on 11th june, 2020. I had written about a birthday being mourned because my bua (eldest paternal aunt) had died last year in April and on this day it’s her birthday. She will always be missed both in a happy and sad state of mind. Such a paradoxical feeling a birthday can bring. 💖💔
It’s so sad to see people dying suddenly; some in accidents and some martyred during attacks. We can only think about it but only their families know how it must be feeling. Loss of a life is a big loss which can never be repaired, no matter how hard one tries. This is something some people never learn, most probably because they have not gone through that pain or probably they are on the opposite side of humanity which believes in taking human beings as only some tangible things. Life of any person is important, doesn’t matter if they belong to your family, culture, region, religion, nation, or not.
In mood of writing a sad poem..
But for what??
Maybe you are just anxious..
Being sad is really not your aim..
Me checking out social media for a little sadness and disappointment because my life is going smooth otherwise and I can’t handle that kind of boredom.
Who can relate to this?? 😂
I Think For All 