Painting in any form is when my soul truly speaks. I am not a fan of creating art intentionally. I just let the tools flow with my spirit and I am stunned to know that most of my artwork is so simple. I know my soul is pretty simple and peaceful; it’s just my personality which is too complex to understand, which usually reflects in my writings, and which most of the times, I do not even explain. It doesn’t mean I don’t know myself. I know myself inside out with all the intricacies related to almost every aspect of myself and my life known to me. It’s just that I don’t want to explain because I really don’t want people to know me completely, because I think that if they cannot understand me on a surface level, which I keep making clear over and over again with a lot of explanation, what’s the point in letting them swim through deeper waters??
Okay.. Back to the digital painting. Painting sky in different colours is one of my most favourite elements in painting, alongwith presence of a water body of any shape, kind, and size; even when my artwork is an abstract one, one may notice some kind of fluidity in it. Again, these two elements are those which I do not use intentionally, they just happen t0 be painted whenever I need peace of mind.
You being in survival mode or useless people trying to put you in survival mode- There is a great difference between the two. How far can they go with words when you give no shit?? How much do the darts thrown at you mean when they they don’t even touch you?? I kid you not when I say that ugly souls, nosy, and the most foolish people feel most powerful and influencial on social media. Just for once see what they are in real life, nothing they say or do will matter to you after that..
You can be, and/or behave like, a whole different person within 2 minutes of behaving in a particular way, yet owe noone any explanation, if you have not intended to harm them by doing so, manifestly or latently.