Need to unfuck..

I have seen your five hundred shades of fuckedupness,

But I am sure you have five thousand more,

I’d love to seize the opportunity to know,

Not just for the sake of knowing

But for removing anything about you

From my mind that’s obscure;

Believe me, I don’t want to take your burdens,

I have many of my own,

I just want to uncage you

From the bounds of your own mind,

I want to bury the seeds of love,

Water them with care

So that we can reap the eternal love that is sown.

Mind gripped.

That one tip tracing my every nerve

Pushing me closer to the heaven

Leaving a trail

Making a map

Of his desire

Over my flushed skin

And ruling my mind

Leaving between us

no gap..

Uncensored criminals.

It’s not all about love, roses n sunshine,

If you read about the criminals,

Or observe the veiled

Still uncensored ones

Living in bunglows, penthouses n shrines,

You will see that not all people deserve or can be changed with love,

They need to be beaten till their shit gets out of them,

They need to be tortured as they do to others,

They need to be kept in solitary confinements as they make their victims afraid of society,

They need to be executed on electric chairs, cut into pieces or hanged by throat,

As they are devious n evil for life,

Without any mercy

This is what they deserve,

This is what history, law, and justice opines.

Sun loves black.

My ancestors were abandoned

While you were in mirth,

You took us like slaves

Right from the birth,

We couldn’t grasp the reason as to why

We are always looked down upon by every eye,

We shine in the strength-physical, mental, emotional but done

when it comes to social, we are the matter of fun,

You jeopardized us

Many ages witnessed

Just because we make

More melanin under the sun??

Miraculous tragedies is all she knows.

She stopped believing in miracles long ago,

Even if you will feel like one

She will pass by

Abruptly taking you as an illusion

In an attempt to escape

the possibility of her fears

mirrored by you.

Why not??

People destroy your life beyond repair

And then expect you to sympathize with their pity party.

Because why not?

Crocodile tears shown afterwards always have appeal.

😊

Soo jagah muh maar ke

Kis muh se idhar aaoge?

Jab main chli jaungi

Fir mere liye bhi pachtaoge.

Lightened off..

Not knowing

what’s on going

I know life wants me to keep enjoying

Every feeling

Every impulse I gain

Not wanting me to numb down

Needing me to love everything

Like, love, loss and pain

Stigmatic as I could be

About being so psychic

I know nothing like intuition now-a-days

Feeling free from that heavy load

I am stunned with the sensory relief

Though I am feeling everything

I am unburdened of intuitive grief.

Depressive memories. (Prior to 2018)

I stopped giving any fuck to you

since the time you discarded me

is what bothers you the most.

Otherwise I would have been the one stalking you everywhere

trying to remind you of me

just like you have been doing to me,

Because you could not see me moving on

And forgetting you,

You wanted to keep me reminded of you,

But believe me anything that could ever reminded me of you was

DEPRESSIVE AS FUCK

And I am seriously not interested in reminding myself of all that stuff

Just to give anyone any proof.

You can be the victim now

Because as always you have more emotional appeal

And I have only repressed anger to show.

Last but not the least

What I deserve and what not

YOU ARE NO SHIT

From whom I need this to know.

To my future partner

I want to love you in ways

That you have never been loved before

And that you have never imagined;

I assure you it will sustain forever,

Even in the littlest of hardships,

I won’t let you feel alone ever.