I don’t know who needs to hear this but the grass is still greener here and your envy n toxicity is not gonna change that. Grass stays abundantly green because of Karma- Intentions and actions combined. Watch yours or you will be left barren completely.
When my goodness is not acknowledged
Rather toxicity is made to look like it won
My anger explodes in ways
I am not very proud of
And which can make an onlooker shun.
I have Ideas, Stamina and Courage in Abundance,
But toxicity of a narcissistic crap drains me like nothing else and is intolerable.
(I had made the video of my digital artwork and had uploaded it on my youtube channel today morning, and one reels on instagram in the evening of a different artwork, THE IDEA which has been DIRECTLY COPIED by a Toxic Woman. You may think that I am complaining, and yes, I am, and it is because IDEAS ARE PRECIOUS. Ideas make patents and copyrights. MY IDEAS BEING STOLEN, that too, in ARTWORK, which is considered A Unique Area, is outrightly OFFENSIVE. That woman, Kritika, wants to Offend many of my Boundaries, that too, to annoy me and seem like a Better One Subliminally. But, ENCROACHING UPON MY IDEAS IS OUTRIGHTLY AN OFFENCE. I Could Use Filthy Words As Well But That Woman And Her Mind Is A PURE FILTH On Its Own, No Matter How Much She Fakes Her Behaviour, Her Disgusting Mentality Is Quite Obvious To Those Whose Boundaries She offends And To Those Who Can Observe Objectively.)
These two are the proofs that I did it first and the ideas have been stolen somehow.
You attract your own energy, nothing from the outside. If you do not know your worth, you attract people who consider you worthless. If you do not want something to work for you, you won’t get it. If you have some traits in your subconscious mind for a partner, every other kind of person will be repelled/removed from your life sooner or later. If you want to change yourself, you have to visualize that change in you. If you want to become something, you have to believe it in your whole being. That’s all law of attraction is. You attract your energy, your thoughts, your vibes, your aura to you.
Now, a few of you may think “I am a healer. Usually toxic people get attracted to me. I don’t think this is how law of attraction works. I never wanted that.”
My answer is your innate nature is that of a healer and toxic people need spiritual healing and your mind subconsciously desires somebody to heal, so, toxic people get attracted to you unknowingly. But you can save yourself by creating boundaries n by directing your energy to be more specific to heal yourself first or the innocent victims of toxic abusers or nobody at all particularly and by only teaching people how to heal themselves.
Those who love to see you on your lowest
If you are not with them
And at your best
Only if you are with them
Are a few of the worst creatures born on earth,
They fake goodness when a third person is observing or is involved
Otherwise it’s just filth from them being shed upon you that you can sense,
And it continues every time you reject them for their fakeness.
Bravo to the toxic feminism and toxic feminists !
You are bound to be praising them all the time,
Not critizing a degree of any sick behaviour,
Even if you stand for your valid rights,
Speaking and showing up
For what you think
And what you want,
You are their enemy, women hater, you can’t raise your voice,
Nope ! You can’t !
Right when it hits the nerves of one,
It’s bound to make each one of their stomach churn
With ego and rage
Off to be shown on stage,
“We the women power
Out of men’s atrocities
Still bound in the biased mental cage.
We won’t let a woman talking out of the group,
Will try to shun her voice,
And show our toxic mentality
At the slightest hint of out-group activity on or off stage.”
Honestly, I am more disappointed with myself rather than disappointed with him for taking him as having good intentions at last, despite knowing the reality of his character for years.
Some dynamics stay the same,
Don’t blame the events,
When energy can be nothing but the same,
Forgiveness is a good virtue
Not for those having no sense of accountability
Or who just like to slip away
without any apology
They are toxic
No matter if you wanted to keep them close
Or if you did let them stay away.
Skitting the fingers on the keyboard
Littering a few words designed into a hymn
Coating the vermin with the honey
Hell yeah! I know it’s your blogging time!