Hawking on reactions??

I swear, evil and toxic people are always on super-alert mode, hawking on those few seconds when you talk about their toxicity. It feeds their evil soul that they succeeded in affecting you but their shallow and incapable mind fails to understand that addressing toxicity does not mean being affected by their toxic shit.

Do you ever see psychiatrists going mad because they diagnose psychopathy? No, right.

Who is actually getting affected here?? Definitely, those evil and toxic ones, as their energy depends on you talking about their toxic behaviour. Their attention-seeking nature gives you the most attention, although you might not be giving any shit 99.9999999% of the times, still those same toxic people think that you are attentive to them, because again, they are mentally incapable of grasping the gist of behaviour. They are too self-absorbed to even think that you give almost no shit else that addressing and describing their psychopathy once in a while (about once in 4-5 months).

WHAT KIND OF LOSERS??

(Originally posted on 29th november, 2021)

To a known narcissist.

How poor in karma one has to be

that you are eaten up by your own envy

trying to get me under your control

each time failing miserably

and then trying to be god

to someone n anyone who has the same ill-will against me

to make them stand in competition

despite knowing fully what it entails to you in the end

it’s nothing

yet your ego binge eats on my life

by being obnoxiously competitive burning with envy

still failing

staying in your incurable narcissistic misery.

Green grass..

I don’t know who needs to hear this but the grass is still greener here and your envy n toxicity is not gonna change that. Grass stays abundantly green because of Karma- Intentions and actions combined. Watch yours or you will be left barren completely.

Righteous anger.

When my goodness is not acknowledged

Rather toxicity is made to look like it won

My anger explodes in ways

I am not very proud of

And which can make an onlooker shun.

Loud is mostly a reaction, real abuse and provocation is mostly secret, silent, and in the cues..

OFFENSIVE AND DRAINING NARCISSISTIC, INEFFICIENT AND TOXIC WOMAN.

I have Ideas, Stamina and Courage in Abundance,

But toxicity of a narcissistic crap drains me like nothing else and is intolerable.

(I had made the video of my digital artwork and had uploaded it on my youtube channel today morning, and one reels on instagram in the evening of a different artwork, THE IDEA which has been DIRECTLY COPIED by a Toxic Woman. You may think that I am complaining, and yes, I am, and it is because IDEAS ARE PRECIOUS. Ideas make patents and copyrights. MY IDEAS BEING STOLEN, that too, in ARTWORK, which is considered A Unique Area, is outrightly OFFENSIVE. That woman, Kritika, wants to Offend many of my Boundaries, that too, to annoy me and seem like a Better One Subliminally. But, ENCROACHING UPON MY IDEAS IS OUTRIGHTLY AN OFFENCE. I Could Use Filthy Words As Well But That Woman And Her Mind Is A PURE FILTH On Its Own, No Matter How Much She Fakes Her Behaviour, Her Disgusting Mentality Is Quite Obvious To Those Whose Boundaries She offends And To Those Who Can Observe Objectively.)

DIGITAL PAINTING VIDEO ON YOUTUBE

INSTAGRAM REELS LINK

These two are the proofs that I did it first and the ideas have been stolen somehow.

Law of attraction in summation.

You attract your own energy, nothing from the outside. If you do not know your worth, you attract people who consider you worthless. If you do not want something to work for you, you won’t get it. If you have some traits in your subconscious mind for a partner, every other kind of person will be repelled/removed from your life sooner or later. If you want to change yourself, you have to visualize that change in you. If you want to become something, you have to believe it in your whole being. That’s all law of attraction is. You attract your energy, your thoughts, your vibes, your aura to you.
Now, a few of you may think “I am a healer. Usually toxic people get attracted to me. I don’t think this is how law of attraction works. I never wanted that.”
My answer is your innate nature is that of a healer and toxic people need spiritual healing and your mind subconsciously desires somebody to heal, so, toxic people get attracted to you unknowingly. But you can save yourself by creating boundaries n by directing your energy to be more specific to heal yourself first or the innocent victims of toxic abusers or nobody at all particularly and by only teaching people how to heal themselves.

Filthy fake freaks.

Those who love to see you on your lowest

If you are not with them

And at your best

Only if you are with them

Are a few of the worst creatures born on earth,

They fake goodness when a third person is observing or is involved

Otherwise it’s just filth from them being shed upon you that you can sense,

And it continues every time you reject them for their fakeness.

Toxic feminism.

Bravo to the toxic feminism and toxic feminists !

You are bound to be praising them all the time,

Not critizing a degree of any sick behaviour,

Even if you stand for your valid rights,

Speaking and showing up

For what you think

And what you want,

You are their enemy, women hater, you can’t raise your voice,

Nope ! You can’t !

Right when it hits the nerves of one,

It’s bound to make each one of their stomach churn

With ego and rage

Off to be shown on stage,

“We the women power

Out of men’s atrocities

Still bound in the biased mental cage.

We won’t let a woman talking out of the group,

Will try to shun her voice,

And show our toxic mentality

At the slightest hint of out-group activity on or off stage.”

Miss__communicated.

Honestly, I am more disappointed with myself rather than disappointed with him for taking him as having good intentions at last, despite knowing the reality of his character for years.

Some dynamics stay the same,

Don’t blame the events,

When energy can be nothing but the same,

Forgiveness is a good virtue

Not for those having no sense of accountability

Or who just like to slip away

without any apology

They are toxic

No matter if you wanted to keep them close

Or if you did let them stay away.

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