Smelling something?

Some people think that I have stopped reacting to shit.

My stance: I know where a piece of shit is. I know it will keep stinking. I know it cannot be made into anything else. Why would I go at that place to attend to it when I know that it’s in the nature of shit to stay filthy and dirty and to stink? Why would I like to sicken myself? I really don’t go there where I know I will end up puking out and sick.

Another thing: There is a saying- Don’t blame a clown for them behaving like a clown. Blame yourself for going to the circus.

Agreed. I completely agree to this. But, there have been numerous instances when one or the other clown entered my room (hypothetically, meaning violated my boundaries) and behaved that way only to annoy or frustrate me out of his/her stupidity/insecurity/envy. What do you think anyone would do in that situation? I would definitely do anything to throw that clown out of my place or if that one still won’t stop, I would slap/beat/kill that one (hypothetically, meaning reacting).

Diwali Look

On the night of Diwali (Festival of lights, in India; one of the most cherished and celebrated festival in India, having religious and cultural importance), I decided to wear indo-western attire.

I am wearing metallic backless crop top ( though the pic is of front only) with golden net skirt and jaipuri dupatta. It was upto my satisfaction, but I am not too good at getting fully ready for any occassion. I could wear danglers as well but skipped them because I didn’t feel like wearing them. But yes, I wore golden and multi-coloured bangles and bindi for sure, for giving my look a more traditional touch.

Celebrated the diwali peacefully, performing religious rituals and praying for better days, alongwith gratitude.

How did you find my look?? Also, have you ever worn Indian or Indo-western dress attire?? Let me know about it. ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ’™

Door.

Artwork by Preet. Copyrights Reserved.

The fierce passion forced a door to open untamed,

A gentle heart invited to the golden treasure of love unasked. ๐Ÿงก

(Originally published on 19th september, 2021)

Examples of Manipulation by a Narcissist.

Examples when Narcissistic manipulation can be felt:

-The narc first discards you for loving them too much, and when you move or are trying to move on, they almost beg to enter your life again.

-You do either this or that, the narc has a problem with you both the times. For example, you are ambitious and work on your goals, the narc accuses you of being self-centered and not invested in the narc or the relationship whereas when you have no goals to chase for the time being, the narc considers you ‘not good enough’, ‘lazy’, etc. and triangulates you with other people who are ambitious to look down upon you.

-Narc is envious of you but ‘acts’ like a motivator when you cannot do well in life, but the time you start functioning normal, the narc’s jealousy starts coming to the fore.

-Narc doesn’t want you but also doesn’t want you to want someone else.

-Narc wants you but only till he gets another supply, then the blame of everything going wrong shifts on you, the wrong that actually is being done by the narc or is inherently present in the narc.

-The narc mostly wants you to improve ‘only in words’ and for only that amount of time you are enhancing his social image or self-image. The moment he knows you are doing it for yourself, all hell lets loose and lashing out begins out of the blue.

-Narc is your well-wisher only till the time you are acting or talking against someone or something he hates.

-Narc’s principles are for you, not for him to follow. For example, if you start liking someone else than the narc, you are disloyal and a piece of shit while you both were not committed, but if he starts liking someone else and you both were not committed, it’s his choice and liberty to do anything he wants to do. Another example, if you get angry at him or someone else, you are evil whereas if he gets angry at you or someone else, you or that person deserves it, no other explanation.

-Narc will support you with a hidden agenda. The agenda can be as simple and as complex as boosting one’s (his) ego that he is altruistic, although the support will not be there because you need it, but purely because it’s the narc’s need to feel meaningful in his own eyes, whereas any time you would have actually needed the narc, he would be absent or indifferent to your needs.

-Narc will always abuse you through means which other people cannot recognize and publically will always say that he never abused anyone. Either the narc doesn’t know what abuse actually means or he is just hiding it. Mostly the case is the latter because he is always the innocent and benevolent one in front of the people else than the target of abuse.

-Narc tries to intimidate his target, even though he fails at it, he tries over and over again, and when he knows that the target cannot be intimidated, he tries to be in the good books of the target itself because he wants the strong one to either be weak in front of him or be in his team.

-Narc wants to control someone, either physically, mentally or emotionally. Emotional control over a person is the best feeling for any narc because a narc is devoid of having healthy and rational emotions. Yep. Rational emotions exist. His emotions are most of the times born out of his evil mind and a lack of controlling or regulating his own thoughts and a failure in controlling others’ or his particular target’s emotions.

Green grass..

I don’t know who needs to hear this but the grass is still greener here and your envy n toxicity is not gonna change that. Grass stays abundantly green because of Karma- Intentions and actions combined. Watch yours or you will be left barren completely.

DIGITAL ART- POPPING BEAUTY

Popping Beauty-Bright and Firm.. โš˜โค๐Ÿ’š๐ŸŒž๐Ÿ’ซ

Popping out bright and beautiful,

Shutting the background noise,

Heart made a move to reach the golden bed of tranquility,

Not with force but with poise-Preet.

(Copyrights to both, digital painting and words are reserved by Preet. Please do not use, copy or distribute without explicit permission. Thank you. โค๐ŸŒž๐Ÿ’ซโš˜๐Ÿ˜)

Digital Art-fire or flower??

Fire or flower??

I would love to know how you are going to perceive it..

(The shared image is the copyrighted work by the author. Kindly do not use the image without explicit permission. Thank you.โค)

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