I can only tell how much free I feel now
Free to speak up my mind
Free to act my heart out
Free to love anyone I want to
Free to choose what to make my life about,
Shackled I felt
For a really long time
To soothe someone’s ego
To soothe one’s mind,
Out of respect I did it so wrong
That I cared about one’s selfishness
made my freedom in those shackles grind.
I hope my silence speaks
Because my words are never enough.
Let’s do something that may leave me speechless,
And you wanting for more.
If you cannot understand me,
Just know how difficult it is to be
For a flower to live with fire within
That is it,
This is me,
I know I have, to grow, a room;
And I know in my heart,
That the fiery one can be one with me
Like we are an inseparable whole,
But for the time being I need somebody
Who has the nature like water
That can only make me bloom.
Ek zindagi hai,
Usmein sab kuch kyu ni paa skte??
Jab ehsaas hai har jazbaat ka
Toh unn ehsaaso ko lamho mein kyu ni guzaar skte??
“What the hell is happening here”
Anxiety screams, hair prickles,
“Oh baby.. You don’t need to know”
Sanity reclaims, “relax your knuckles.”
One string pulled
Will undo the whole cloth,
Leaving behind a trail
Exposed and suspended long from the high
Just like an unsaid oath.
That one tip tracing my every nerve
Pushing me closer to the heaven
Leaving a trail
Making a map
Of his desire
Over my flushed skin
And ruling my mind
Leaving between us
I hope you understand me by listening to your inner voice
Like I did for you
Without paying any heed to any outer noise.
Sitting on an armchair
Besides a coffin
You’d think there lies your whole world
Silent with thoughts absurd
Yet in the priori
You’d fortify them with your pontifications
While the same world left the whole life
bereft of love n unheard.