FREE AS FUCK !!

I can only tell how much free I feel now

Free to speak up my mind

Free to act my heart out

Free to love anyone I want to

Free to choose what to make my life about,

Shackled I felt

For a really long time

To soothe someone’s ego

To soothe one’s mind,

Out of respect I did it so wrong

That I cared about one’s selfishness

made my freedom in those shackles grind.

Zapped words.

I hope my silence speaks

Because my words are never enough.

I mean this n that. ❤

Let’s do something that may leave me speechless,

And you wanting for more.

Oneness and need.

If you cannot understand me,

Just know how difficult it is to be

For a flower to live with fire within

That is it,

This is me,

I know I have, to grow, a room;

And I know in my heart,

That the fiery one can be one with me

Like we are an inseparable whole,

But for the time being I need somebody

Who has the nature like water

That can only make me bloom.

🙂

Ek zindagi hai,

Usmein sab kuch kyu ni paa skte??

Jab ehsaas hai har jazbaat ka

Toh unn ehsaaso ko lamho mein kyu ni guzaar skte??

Cyclical..

“What the hell is happening here”

Anxiety screams, hair prickles,

“Oh baby.. You don’t need to know”

Sanity reclaims, “relax your knuckles.”

Strings attached.

One string pulled

Will undo the whole cloth,

Leaving behind a trail

Exposed and suspended long from the high

Just like an unsaid oath.

Mind gripped.

That one tip tracing my every nerve

Pushing me closer to the heaven

Leaving a trail

Making a map

Of his desire

Over my flushed skin

And ruling my mind

Leaving between us

no gap..

Heart to heart.

I hope you understand me by listening to your inner voice

Like I did for you

Without paying any heed to any outer noise.

Dogmatic defilement.

Sitting on an armchair

Besides a coffin

You’d think there lies your whole world

Silent with thoughts absurd

Yet in the priori

You’d fortify them with your pontifications

While the same world left the whole life

bereft of love n unheard.