First of all, Sleep. I have just slept for 3 hours today and I am feeling a bit cranky for this very reason. I usually don’t sleep enough from March to october. My natural sleeping cycle is of only 4 hours. Although, from mid october till the end of feb, I sleep a lot.
Apart from that, I actually need at least 50 hours per day (yeah 🙄) to complete all of my tasks. Today, I am just not in the right frame of mind to do anything just because of sleeplessness. *Yawning while typing this.*
(You must appreciate the fact that how I overshare certain things of my life and personality on this blog yet I am so mysterious, unknown, unpredictable, and unapproachable!! And nobody actually knows what I do on a daily basis, whom I love, etc. etc. 😂😂)
If I consider my OCD as superstitions, then yes, I am, although I have gotten a good grip over those self-imposed compulsions. If I consider superstitions as some religious sermons passed on from generation to generation by people whom we actually don’t know, like THE MANU (who was MANU, Nobody Knows), then I am not.
There are many sources of superstitions belonging to all the religions and outside of them as well. Can you really live if you follow all of those superstitions??
Infact, I like to do some weird stuff that goes against the superstitions to test their veracity and piss off my family members as a result. 😂😂
Hum slippers ulte hi utaarenge. 😌🙈😂
If you tell me a superstition, I would definitely ask to prove its validity. 🙂
My view-point- What exactly are you asking?? Immediately what I am doing? Today? In the immediate couple of hours? In a week? In my life in general??
Can people ever be specific with questions?
When I used to chat or talk to people a few years ago (yeah! Literally years ago!!) whenever they asked questions I had to make options of answers in my mind or give them specifications to choose one from, to which I could answer, and thus I used to take my time to answer any question.
I am like this from my very childhood and people used to think that I was processing things slowly in my mind or I had communication problem but the real problem was the generality of their way of talking. I just don’t like Small talk like this where you ask the other person what they are doing and even after getting the answer you start a whole trail of N number of irrelevant queries just because you don’t know how to communicate properly and have nothing else to do. You are passing your time because you have nothing to do but you are wasting my time.
And the most annoying people and their questions were those whom I clearly said that I could talk for specifically ___minutes but they kept on going with their stupid conversations just because they thought that I also lacked sense, manners, and boundaries like them.
The reason being, the things and people I put all of my efforts into and for, respectively, didn’t work at all whereas some things worked out for me without moving a finger. Some things are just meant to be that way.
I have about 40+ pairs of heels, boots, and snickers, and honestly I don’t have any favt. from amongst them or say I can’t decide which are my most favt., although I wear 2-3 of them the most. I just let them all others rot in peace in shoe racks. 😌
PS- No set of shoes has taken me anywhere, I have taken them places. 😌