This post is just to thank everyone here who stays patient with me. Sometimes, I cannot interact via comments because I feel shut down due to personal reasons n find it difficult to talk to anyone. Sometimes, you all have to deal with my negative posts involving anguish described in anger n rage. My family as well has to deal with my furious nature. Although, it has reduced drastically in comparison to the last year but still I feel that nobody else than me deserves to deal with those vibes. The darkness should stay with the person to whom it belongs and be released too in a healthy way. I find writing and painting as the mediums to release the negativity that engulfs me, from which I am unable to release it though Art as I can only paint good stuff. It’s only through writing that I can release my worst of dark emotions, and it’s really very important for me to release anger, otherwise I get sick physically as well (fever n low immunity). So, I just want to thank you all (including my family, whom I apologised for my behaviour) for being there in my lows as well, and not only in the times I write something good having some good vibes in it, full of love and beauty. 💜💖
I love the rainfall
And am more in love with the dew,
I love the fog
And am more in love with the snow falling new,
I love the full moon night
And am more in love with the sunset n sunrise’s breath-taking view,
I love red roses
And am more in love with flowers of every hue,
I love every tiny thing every big aspect of nature
Anything I don’t love in it, if any,
Are very few.
(Originally posted on 6th november,2020)
-When you try to do Kamasutra but instead you need to do some kaam(work) according to her dictated sutra(scripture)- Lust turned into marriage
-Who else does HURRAY !! YE WALI BHI GYI, WO WALI BHI GYI.. ABB SHAYAD MERA EK-DEDH SAAL MEIN CHANCE LAGG JAYEGA..(THIS ONE GONE, THAT ONE GONE..PROBABLY I’LL HAVE A CHANCE WITH THEM NOW IN A YEAR OR AROUND)- Crushed Nuts
-BF should be BEST FRIEND, GF should be GREAT FRIEND..OKAY??- Best BF-GF
-As much as love, Covid was in the air, and 2020 made us all sick either way-2020 Diaries
-We all know that one person who can balance out the extremities very well while never being in the middle-Come On, You All Know Me 😉🤪
(Written on 2nd March,2021)
1. People really want to be different by copying your style.
2. Everybody pretends to love black colour until it’s someone’s skin.
3. They take your help till you can, if you want the energy reciprocated, you are selfish.
4. People want to be adults until it’s time to take responsibilities of adults, then they want to be kids again.
5. People love to take pictures of people because they love them but they cannot put enough pressure on their mind to remember them without any picture.
6. They criticize you for criticizing them but they won’t notice or correct the wrong they did that was criticized.
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Some people always try to bring out the worst in you, so that they can look better than you. They copy your style to provoke you till you burst out with anger to react. Those people do not have originality in them, so they just try to copy you, even your way of putting posts on social media, your symmetry, your pattern, because they themselves are not that creative or organised, and when you point out at that, then they make you look like a hater. No matter how calmly and cool-headedly you try to deal with those people, they won’t stop their stupidity and xerox mediocrity.
“SJ, For F sake, stop copying my style and patterns.”
When you search a tag to see some blogs with that tag, and like posts of people you really do not want to deal with, by mistake.
Honestly, I never realised that I had a phone cover, already provided by the company, in the phone packaging box. I might have seen it long ago when I unpacked it, but forgot about it for a long time. Hmmm.. That’s weird.. I just opened the pack today to get this little key-like pin that is called Eject Pin in order to add one SD Card to my mobile phone. I love this little cutie and the way they placed it in that holder. It looks so elegant !!
Moreover, I am loving to see the whole pack themed in deep black. My mobile is of golden colour, although before that, I usually had almost all of my productive devices in black colour only. But this time I opted for golden, I loved its look and now, I am loving its box a lot. It looks quite classy.
I am sharing this because I am really admiring this classy look. Sometimes, you are not so stunned by anything filthy costly but pretty much by something so casual and simple little things like this black beauty. 🖤
Believe it or not, I am obsessed with the colours be it in nature, clothes or devices, and I genuinely look into the productivity level of any device. ❤
I had the need to heal somebody, so I used to choose someone as a partner who needed immense healing; and now I get it that actually I needed that healing for myself.
So now, I can share any kind of emotion, good n bad, but I really don’t need another Healing Project.
I want a Partner. I want true Love. I want forever friendship and love, both in one person.
You can sense what influence I have on people by seeing how many of them try to copy or compare with me even when I don’t indulge myself in that kind of wastage of time. And then the same people call themselves savage n shit, despite being quite stupid actually. But, they will never accept this fact.