Digital art- Paint the sky pink.

PC-Preet. Kindly do not use the image without written permission.

Painting in any form is when my soul truly speaks. I am not a fan of creating art intentionally. I just let the tools flow with my spirit and I am stunned to know that most of my artwork is so simple. I know my soul is pretty simple and peaceful; it’s just my personality which is too complex to understand, which usually reflects in my writings, and which most of the times, I do not even explain. It doesn’t mean I don’t know myself. I know myself inside out with all the intricacies related to almost every aspect of myself and my life known to me. It’s just that I don’t want to explain because I really don’t want people to know me completely, because I think that if they cannot understand me on a surface level, which I keep making clear over and over again with a lot of explanation, what’s the point in letting them swim through deeper waters??

Okay.. Back to the digital painting. Painting sky in different colours is one of my most favourite elements in painting, alongwith presence of a water body of any shape, kind, and size; even when my artwork is an abstract one, one may notice some kind of fluidity in it. Again, these two elements are those which I do not use intentionally, they just happen t0 be painted whenever I need peace of mind.

Affected??

You being in survival mode or useless people trying to put you in survival mode-
There is a great difference between the two.
How far can they go with words when you give no shit?? How much do the darts thrown at you mean when they they don’t even touch you??
I kid you not when I say that ugly souls, nosy, and the most foolish people feel most powerful and influencial on social media.
Just for once see what they are in real life, nothing they say or do will matter to you after that..

Quote: My Depression

Experiencing Indirect Rumours and Gaslighting.

Rumours– We all are well aware of. But, I want to describe Indirect Rumours. When someone or some people try to make other people believe that something is/was said or done by you by adopting your behaviour style or communication style i.e. significantly becoming an imposter, yet not impersonating your identity as to name or photographs etc., they cause of Indirect Rumours.

The motive and intention is fraudulent. The imposter wants other people to think that all the psychopathic words and acts which that imposter does are being said and done by you. And if the people who are intended to be influenced into thinking that it’s you who is doing all the fraudulent and/or psychopathic deeds, get influenced thereby, against you, then the fraudulent imposter’s psychopathic acts keep on increasing as to scope of trying to affect your near and dear ones, over a long period of time, but with breaks in between, so that they may be indirectly rumoured into straining your character. It is done to affect those who know your style and behaviour and definitely are your known ones in any capacity like family, tertiary kins, former or current acquaintances, online links, etc.

The fraudster or imposter shows insane, aggressive and/or filthy behaviour through words most of the times, and the idea is to make your known ones believe the false information about you as true, which is given by that fraudulent imposter, indirectly throught social media. It doesn’t come under the category of libel and slander as your name is not taken or mentioned openly but your character is intended to seem like a pathological one.

You may think that it’s not a big deal, specially when it happens online. BUT let me beware you, it can be quite dangerous for you, as your relationships with other people may get strained, your character may be assassinated, and in case it’s only you who can figure out what wrong is going on, you may fall into acute stress and/or depression or may become psychologically dysfunctional in the long run AND The intention and aim of such psychopathic imposter is just that..

Personal Experience: This happens with me a lot often and the time I talk about it openly to expose that psychopath, the source from where this kind of psychopathic acts are done, is made to look and sound normal, so that the other people, who are known to me, may think that I over-react. This is an acute form of Gaslighting, which I am actually going through since last few years. It has taken criminal stance as well. Once I also reported it to the police but then took back the complaint for personal reasons. Now-a-days, I tend to ignore and block the sources from where the imposter tries to spread ‘indirect rumours’ about me, But, some day I will definitely take solid action. I can clearly point out at the sources from which this mental and social abuse is happening. So, it won’t take me or the police much to gather all the proofs.

It’s all fun and games until someone drags you to court and you are going downhill after that and end up in jail for years, lonely, going mad, with your own pathological filthy mind, being the biggest burden on yourself rather than a burden on innocent people.

Difficult Path.

Did I choose a difficult path??

Yes.

Am I doing justice to it??

Definitely Fucking YES !!

Is destiny doing justice to me??

Not at all. Not yet.

Insecure ones.

The way I make people insecure about Their Profession, without putting any extra efforts on my part, is crazy. What if I start talking about or acting my profession?? Where would they stand, I wonder?? Insecurity is ingrained. Jealousy has no medicine. And, I can ignore only as far as most humans can’t, but sky isn’t the limit in such cases.

Just one question from the universe- Did I sign up for dealing with a new mental leech every year in my life, before birth?? 🤔

I had never learnt before this that being kind to a stranger could have a price to pay as well.

Quote of the day

Love Respect; Respect Love.

Digital Art

Picture Credits-Preet. Kindly do not download or copy the image.

Strong energy..

My energy is too strong to contain,

can’t help it..

Mess with it though,

you will know..

Little things.

Every small spig of plant is important to create a nest.

Every little piece of gravel is important to build a house.

Every little gesture of love is important to make a loving relationship.

Never underestimate the importance of little things in life..