Measure yourself.

There is a major difference between those who continually use the word love and those who consistently try to make somebody feel loved,

The former ones usually run away just when the times become hard,

And still chant the word love like nobody ever loved like them,

Gladly, I am amongst the latter ones,

Who actually stand the test of love,

Measure yourself:

Did it ever happen that you did not leave somebody first??

Did it ever happen that you waited??

Did it ever happen that you made somebody worthy of love forever??

Did it ever happen that you made them feel even an equal??

Putting somebody on a padestal for a few days,

Asking for attention verbally and continuously for weeks,

Ignoring the same person for months,

And then stalking and fighting with them for years,

This in any sense is NOT LOVE.

Pioneer of my own life.

I cannot explain this enough

how much I hate to be defensive

And explain my actions

As well as inaction..

Assume whatever

But keep it to yourself;

This is for whosoever

I came or will come into interaction;

I repeat

I owe nobody any explanation

For what I do

Or feel the need to show it off,

Although I may do it in fraction,

But I do everything to my standards’ satisfaction,

I steer my life in my own way,

I know what I did, doing and will do,

I don’t need from anybody else a single direction.

EID MUBARAK TO ALL ❤

EID AL FITR.. One of my most favourite festivals, a day n night bestowed with harmony, prayers and every pious feeling of oneness with the universe maker (you call him Allah, I just don’t use any word being apparently atheist). This festival has such feel good, peaceful vibes. Oh ! Not to forget to mention the feast. Last year we made sewaiyan (vermicelli cooked in milk n condensed milk alongwith dry fruits etc.) with other things (don’t want to mention).

Moreover, the importance of moon in it just raises the spiritual vibe to a whole new level.

Sadly, this year we could not celebrate due to a familial sorrow. But I hope that you celebrate it by heart and stay blessed.

Miraculous tragedies is all she knows.

She stopped believing in miracles long ago,

Even if you will feel like one

She will pass by

Abruptly taking you as an illusion

In an attempt to escape

the possibility of her fears

mirrored by you.

Unshakeable commitment is my biggest need.

Just imagine,

You have met with an accident. Your face has gotten disfigured, body paralyzed, you cannot speak (or cannot speak well), mentally you have become abnormal, you are losing money(for sure) now, you are unable to do any job or business. Who is going to stay with you now?? Ever thought about it??

When people ask me what I am looking for in a partner??

My answer is, this kind of Unshakeable commitment beyond any superficiality or impressiveness; because I know that I will stand by my partner in such a condition without any kind of physical,mental, or emotional cheating; but I highly doubt that anyone else can or will do that for me in the same condition.

And, those who could not stand by my side while I have been still working perfectly fine physically, mentally, socially and financially, should have elimininated any possibility of a re-union with me by now; but their egoism is so high that they think that they can revert back any time as they would please to (what the fuck??).

It does not mean that other things do not matter, they do, to live life happily and peacefully, and for growing together but this is something that cannot be compromised.

Fam ❤

The more I know people,

The more I become thankful to my family for the way they raised me.

Synchronicity.

Believe me,

The right one will value you and your love

At the right time.

Everybody else is just temporary.