You attract your own energy, nothing from the outside. If you do not know your worth, you attract people who consider you worthless. If you do not want something to work for you, you won’t get it. If you have some traits in your subconscious mind for a partner, every other kind of person will be repelled/removed from your life sooner or later. If you want to change yourself, you have to visualize that change in you. If you want to become something, you have to believe it in your whole being. That’s all law of attraction is. You attract your energy, your thoughts, your vibes, your aura to you. Now, a few of you may think “I am a healer. Usually toxic people get attracted to me. I don’t think this is how law of attraction works. I never wanted that.” My answer is your innate nature is that of a healer and toxic people need spiritual healing and your mind subconsciously desires somebody to heal, so, toxic people get attracted to you unknowingly. But you can save yourself by creating boundaries n by directing your energy to be more specific to heal yourself first or the innocent victims of toxic abusers or nobody at all particularly and by only teaching people how to heal themselves.
4. I am mostly on my own, about 99% of the times, and thus never afraid to live completely alone.
5. My mind catches their bullshit (if any) quicker than they can think of, although I don’t let them know about it longer they can think and I don’t fall into emotional trap as I am basically and generally an emotionally detached person.
And, this is healthy. This is way too healthy for confused and mentally unhealthy people that I get to know, and those who can maintain this level of these traits in their own personality do never or rarely find me difficult.
Today I want to talk about my weight loss journey that happened in 2013. Directly coming to the point, I lost about 57 kg weight most of which was fat (yup, lost fat, not only water weight) and reduced weight from about 114 kg n some grams over that to exactly 57 kg. I would be lying if I say it was easy. And I gained about 10 kg in 2014 again due to depression n its resultant unhealthy eating habits. But reduced that weight again in about a month.
After that as well, I kept on gaining n losing weight of about 10-15 kg at different times. During the whole journey n every time I made a lot of research on what works n what doesn’t in terms of nutrition, exercise and hormonal balance-imbalance. By now, I can easily tell what causes fat/weight gain and it would remain until what time n how it can be shed.
I will share all of my experience and knowledge regarding the same on my other website www.yourchoicestlifestyle.com . Please follow that website if you are interested in knowing detail oriented plans and intricacies of weight loss n fitness. I assure you that you won’t be disapponted. I will be sharing the links of those blogs here om this website as well. Just in case you and/or any of your loved one needs to know about the experience of a really experienced person who experimented different things on herself for weight loss, share it with them. I will be sharing the upcoming related blogs on this website as well, but that would be occasional. So, please please follow that website n switch on the notifications or make the loved one who needs it, know about it.
But toxicity of a narcissistic crap drains me like nothing else and is intolerable.
(I had made the video of my digital artwork and had uploaded it on my youtube channel today morning, and one reels on instagram in the evening of a different artwork, THE IDEA which has been DIRECTLY COPIED by a Toxic Woman. You may think that I am complaining, and yes, I am, and it is because IDEAS ARE PRECIOUS. Ideas make patents and copyrights. MY IDEAS BEING STOLEN, that too, in ARTWORK, which is considered A Unique Area, is outrightly OFFENSIVE. That woman, Kritika, wants to Offend many of my Boundaries, that too, to annoy me and seem like a Better One Subliminally. But, ENCROACHING UPON MY IDEAS IS OUTRIGHTLY AN OFFENCE. I Could Use Filthy Words As Well But That Woman And Her Mind Is A PURE FILTH On Its Own, No Matter How Much She Fakes Her Behaviour, Her Disgusting Mentality Is Quite Obvious To Those Whose Boundaries She offends And To Those Who Can Observe Objectively.)
I drew these paintings with stylus pen using my fingers. The process was too hard to begin with. First of all, I had to pick up my mobile phone which has weight of more than 100 grams. Then I had to get the stylus pen out of the precious mobile phone with my fingers. Then I had to learn how to hold it n point it at the screen. I used an app which is definitely being stalked by an ENVIOUS LOSER, but keeping that aside, I really really had to put too much efforts in selecting the right brush for doing digital painting. OH. MY.GOD ! I had to select the colour red for the apple specifically, because it’s too hard to select a colour for an apple. Isn’t it?? And background?? I hope you would like the beautiful violet/purple background for sure. Purple and red are primarily my favourite colours. And I really, with tooooo much of labour on my soft luscious hand and fragile mind, had to paint it by taking a lot of the time and too much efforts. Ah…..I am dripping with sweat now !! Too much work !! 😂🤪
Sarcasm and jokes apart, It took me about 10-15 minutes for painting both of the digital paintings. Tell me how did you find them both, specially the Apple and how did you find its shading and structure?? I, actually, simply loved it. ❤❤❤❤❤
Okay.. I looked hard at the last one, and found out that it needed a little more realistic look and a hint of yellow colour as well to make it look more structured.. I haven’t reached my perfect picture of it yet, but still, I am finding it quite good.. 😀❤