Something constant.

I don’t need reasons to be happy, I need reasons to be sad or depressed and I never go on looking for those reasons. That’s why I avoid most people. I am a happy, productive and entertaining person basically but outside energy always (and I really mean ALWAYS) becomes a block or a shadow over my positive n optimistic personality, and then I cannot get rid of it for weeks or months. I have traumas that I still haven’t talked about to a single person on earth (literally nobody even if a few of you know many of my secrets, still there are some things I never tell anyone; neither family, nor bestest of friends in the past nor even a therapist) but I know really well how to give it my all to my future rather than sulking in the past. Attachments happen but I can easily get rid of it, basically being a detached person. Failures happen but I usually have 2-3 more plans after that. My life flows generally as I expect it to. But outside energy always happens to be a block or a shadow over my positives. If I keep any person away, he/she has directly or indirectly added blocks in my life. Why would anyone think that I’d like to invite the same kind of energy in my life again??? I really am not interested in Jumping in the mud or letting people throw it at me and then waste my time n energy in cleaning myself of it whereas the best option always is to look at it, ignore and avoid it and move forward. I don’t know how other people’s mind work, but if they don’t get this basic thing, then it’s completely their problem. I want to keep somebody close who can be equally positive, clear-minded and productive, provided I have not seen the otherwise in them in the past, although everybody can change into the former kind but probability is uncertain to me, and I avoid uncertainty now. I don’t want somebody to give me anything or to add anything to my life, be it happiness or love or anything materialistic. I just want AN EQUAL who knows how to take care of himself, can be happy on his own, manage well his possessions, be productive most of the time, love by heart n soul, has got rid of his past traumas or wounds and related defence mechanisms (although more or less those defences always stay there but it can be dealt with sensibly) and is very clear about what he wants from me, from himself, his career n life in general, so that we can thrive together rather than any of us being a burden on the other. PURE PARTNERSHIP, NEITHER OWNERSHIP NOR PARENT-CHILD DYNAMIC.

(Written and first published on 9th October, 2020)

QUOTE-Peace 💜..

It’s a good feeling when people don’t know you anymore. They can’t take advantage of what they don’t know…..

(Originally posted on 3rd Jan, 2021)

Holi Greetings.

HAPPY HOLI, EVERYONE. ❤
This day, the day of colours,
Make each-other the canvas of loving activity,
Paint others with love, joy and happiness,
But don’t leave yourself barren of that creativity.

(First Published on 29th March, 2021)

Holistic neutrality.

It’s not about a single race,

A single person,

A single place,

It’s more about the power in the wrong hands,

That many go through unsafe periods of even personal space;

“Power does corrupt

Absolute power corrupts absolutely”,

Laski was right..

If you ask me

there is no single ideology alone

That can lead and develop the world,

Holistic approach can only save us

Against this corruptive fight.

(Written on 3rd june, 2020)

Sleeping dead 😴

Sleeping dead is self-care,

Just forget the world exists,

Move into your dream n nightmare,

It repairs your wounds

It cleanses your mind

There are other ways as well

But it’s the most natural way to self-care.

(Original publishing date: 31st May,2021)

Peace of mind.

I am more and I have more doesn’t keep me at peace,

Staying away from anyone who pressurises me count those things keeps me at peace.

Happy Indian Republic Day

A day, symbol of established constitutionalism is not a reminder only of the struggle for independence but also of the values for which our ancestors had fought.. The values that have been enshrined in the constitution itself;
🌟LIBERTY🌟EQUALITY🌟FRATERNITY
🌟JUSTICE🌟DIGNITY OF THE INDIVIDUAL🌟INTEGRITY OF THE NATION
The values that are meant to be the core of our Indian identity.. This day is not merely a festival to be celebrated only for a day, but the spirit to be inculcated in whole of our life !!
🇮🇳 HAPPY REPUBLIC DAY TO ALL THE INDIANS !! JAI HIND !! 🇮🇳

Basic for good mental health. 💐

“Those who stay in their lane,

Stay sane.”

It’s that simple.

(First published 21st july, 2020)

Elopement..

Take me to a tranquil bay,

Where for us there’s a peaceful stay,

Nomad we feel in an obnoxiously cultured world,

Let’s run away

Still slowly

Taking a step at a time

Keeping the purity of love

Dearly in our hold.

(Written on 25th April, 2021)

How sunsigns/zodiac signs deal with emotions? Check this out..

Read the points and tell me how much are they accurate. I have thought of them on my own based on observations. I may be wrong, but it’s just for fun. 🌞💖💜

(Originally posted on 16th August, 2021)

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