As much as I am growing up or growing older, I am going back to my nature as it was in my childhood. You never know, when all that shit happens, whether you are becoming a different new person or just coming back home to yourself..
(See tags to know what I mean by my nature.)
You attract your own energy, nothing from the outside. If you do not know your worth, you attract people who consider you worthless. If you do not want something to work for you, you won’t get it. If you have some traits in your subconscious mind for a partner, every other kind of person will be repelled/removed from your life sooner or later. If you want to change yourself, you have to visualize that change in you. If you want to become something, you have to believe it in your whole being. That’s all law of attraction is. You attract your energy, your thoughts, your vibes, your aura to you.
Now, a few of you may think “I am a healer. Usually toxic people get attracted to me. I don’t think this is how law of attraction works. I never wanted that.”
My answer is your innate nature is that of a healer and toxic people need spiritual healing and your mind subconsciously desires somebody to heal, so, toxic people get attracted to you unknowingly. But you can save yourself by creating boundaries n by directing your energy to be more specific to heal yourself first or the innocent victims of toxic abusers or nobody at all particularly and by only teaching people how to heal themselves.
(8th jan, 2021)
How I do prefer to buy products in any category is something I want to describe in this blog. To begin with, I am really well balanced between thrifty and extravagant whdn it comes to spending money. If something of good quality is available and can be bought in Rs. 10, I won’t buy it from a costly brand for Rs. 100 only because I have money; and, if something is available for Rs. 1000 in the market and I don’t like its quality, I’ll buy the similar thing for Rs. 10,000 which is of good quality, I won’t buy a product of lesser cost just because it is available in the market and everyone is buying it.
You can see people generally going with the crowd when it comes to purchasing products, it’s never the same with me. I do not like to follow the crowd and I won’t even buy something just because someone said that it’s a good one and recommended it to me. I do my own research before buying anything and I don’t buy things until and unless I absolutely need them. Yes, there are very few exceptions to this rule of necessity in my life, and those are some things that I really want(ed) to purchase, be it any luxurious product or productive ones. Also, when it comes to the technological productive items like mobile or laptop, I really don’t like to compromise at any level. My first step in buying those products is to search for the topmost three models available in the market at that time alongwith with the top-level products about to be released shortly during that time. Then I search various techie geek websites to compare their specifications, and then, I buy the best one available. I hate to buy just ‘any level’ mobile or laptop from a costly brand, because honestly, the lower level product of costly brands have very mediocre specifications, and if you search well enough, you can find much better products in the same range of cost from an economic brand or say, a not-so-costly brand. So, it’s never a good deal to buy something outdated just to show-off that you bought it from such a costly brand. Here, I am pointing out mainly at Samsung and Apple products. I would never buy a Samsung laptop or Any Macbook. They have amazing specifications but Dell most of the times provide better quality anf better specifications than both of them and many other brands if you buy their High-End Laptop in a few given series of laptops. When it comes to choosing between Samsung and iphone, I prefer Samsung’s high-end mobile, as I have a special affiliation towards its Note Series. I just cannot do well with any other mobile, be it of any brand, or even any other series of samsung itself.
Okay, so the point is, do compare the quality and specifications of products before buying them, brands really do not matter, your requirements shall be met after buying that product and the cost of the product shall be reasonable according to its productivity and quality(including technical specifications), otherwise it’s more of a show piece that an actual device for you.
(10th june, 2021)
Not desiring to be compartmentalised in one category,
‘She’s her best version’
Completely Self-actualised
will be the only end of my life’s story.
(Published on 8th dec, 21)
Shun all the negative voices,
they will stay forever in dismay
how could you be abusive to them
Having a positive unique way !
(7th dec, 21)
I used to fit
into the tiniest box
that only had a wrapping paper looking like love,
I take up my whole space now,
the good n bad,
the clean n nasty,
and see who can fill me up with love
like oxygen somehow.
(Written on 30th oct, 2020)
I used to like to walk almost 3-4 hours daily, till 2021.. But now I feel that it consumes a lot of time and energy.
Now I just prefer walking for about 20-30 minutes..Usually I do cycling (stationary) for 15-30 minutes at the speed of 20-30 km/h, alongwith brisk walk and I feel good n energetic after that..
I paused the steps counter long ago, otherwise counting steps make me go crazy about beating my own previous best, then my mind doesn’t allow me to focus on other things that I need to do. So, I stay easy-going by not keeping any strict track about exercising now. Also, I give myself leeway for not even getting out of bed for a day or two after about 10-11 days, provided I don’t want to exercise at all on those days..
I am trying to make good habits without beating my ass over them and exercising routine is an important one of them..😀😛 I will share about the strength training routine some other day..
PS- I shared this to boast. Beat my records..🤪😂🤣 (Kidding 🤪)
When your heart shatters into a zillion pieces,
When it still doesn’t make any noise to the outside world,
When you can’t hear your own screams,
When you silently own every single broken piece in your existence’s hold,
Know that there will be someone who will make it easy for you;
Someone will make easy the love for you,
The love you give and their love for you,
Someone will make the life easy for you,
The way you want to live it,
doing the things you love to do,
Someone will make it easy for you to smile,
The real unfiltered blooming out of innate happiness they give to you,
And until you meet that special someone
Cherish everything that you are
Find depth in your hollowed heart
Find solace in your solitude
Find heights increasing in your strength
For living alone this way is truly an art.
(First published on 17th jan, 2021 on my other website http://www.yourchoicestlifestyle.com )
I am naturally high-vibing. It’s quite obvious to me who lowers that down at what time. I am being more and more cautious about that now.
(Original date: 31st March,2021)
I Think For All 