Note to self.

Don’t go back to your old ways,

Try to get out of that mud,

There is love and light for you to grow,

You are still an about to bloom bud,

Hands folded, head held high,

You have to forget your heart’s cry,

When something and someone is pure,

It is rewarded for sure,

Let the times be obscure,

You have to hear past the tumultous,

The sound of nature,

It bestows the real things the strength to endure;

Even if your heart is breaking into a billion pieces,

Just let the rivers of pain flow,

Because days and nights keep shifting,

But always after the darkness,

We feel the sunrise’s glow.

(First published on 17th Jan, 2020)

Fifty Thousand Views

Hello beautiful people,

I got this notification yesterday notifying me that my website has crossed Fifty Thousand Views. Immense gratitude to all of you who motivated me to keep going explicitly with your comments and implicitly with your likes. I hope that I do better and do not disappoint you. I know that many of my posts are quirky as well as descriptive of a lot of negativity sometimes, but that’s how my experiences have been with people. I just describe a bit of what I go through. But I hope that you do not ignore my positive posts that are full of love and gratitude and keep supporting me like always. A big thank to all of you. ❤🤗💖💫💜💙❤💚🌞💐

SPECIFIC URGENT NOTE..

There are people who hate me, and want anyone and everyone I like in real or am/was a fan of whose work, to hate me as well. So, to get that end, they use my way of talking, my vocabulary and my communication style. It’s not me. I have never tried to torture anyone mentally or socially through fake accounts like that. But, I am seeing that a lot that whosoever I follow or followed in the past on any social media platform is going through similar experience of bullying/comments on one’s personal life. Even if those people on whose accounts those haters comment like that may not know me, still the hatred in those psychopaths mind is so ingrained that they want to abuse any and every person whom I like in any way, no matter from how far.

I don’t even know what these psychopaths want, but then, you know psychopaths have no reasoning capacity in them. They just like to spread hatred. And this is the particular kind, narcissistic, who want to make the blame be drawn upon me (because of same communication style), just in case, anyone would read those comments. Otherwise, just imagine for once, if I had to make a fake account and bully anyone, then why would have I used my own communication style by which I could be easily recognised?? Can you understand criminalistic and psychopathic mind?? I CAN. I have experience as well as educational knowledge and degrees, both in psychology and criminology. You have to deal with them as any hardened criminal who has yet not be convicted.

Block those accounts, report them or best, report them to police through cyber crime portal of your area in case the similar harrassment/bullying happens to you again. There is no use of ignoring them. They need to learn a good lesson now.

Thanks for reading !!