I fall into nostalgia of nostalgia,
I see dream in a dream..
What would you do if you had no inhibitions??
DO THAT !!
May get imprisoned later on,
But
DO THAT !!
(18th March,21)
(Originally posted on 7th July, 2021)
Some people like you, a few hate you, but the latter ones are always more invested in you than the former ones. Those little bitter munchkins. 😘😂
(Note: Not dedicated. Just a random thought.)
A deep long kiss
From my love,
Back caress,
This is the only way sometimes
The cure for my anxiety n stress.
Religious ceremonies are strange. They celebrate the death of a really old one (+80 years) like that person’s long life didn’t matter enough, and mourn the death of a kid the most like he had given a lot to them. And calling it the first death anniversary after 11 months of someone’s death really goes above my head.. Why eleven months here when we don’t celebrate someone’s first birthday after 11 months of birth??
People be like- It’s been an year since she is gone.
I am like- No..Not really.. How can you adjust one whole month into it??
According to me, exact dates have special significance, be it of birth or death or anything else, and one cannot just percieve an event to have happened one month earlier than it actually happened, if that event is really important to someone.
Another thing..Why people wear dull clothes on someone’s death?? I mean, it feels like a mandatory rule and if you do not abide by it, you are a socially unacceptable weirdo culprit. I wonder, do people really go for shopping keeping in mind that somebody is about to die or purchase clothes for that particular purpose?? I cannot have that much negativity in my mind while buying clothes. Moreover, it’s more about what one feels in the soul, the grief and mourning, than what one is capable of faking on that particular occasion or day. Loss of a life is a lifetime grief and missing that one on many occassions rather than a 13 days, one month or 11 months process that you follow by rules and then forget that person like they never existed.
All in all, social norms are really strange to me. They are usually followed strictly by those who do not know themselves, their own feelings and are not in touch with their soul, and maybe, not really in touch even with someone they lost.
*Monkey on screen*
“awww..so cute.”
*Monkeys in dream*
-Aggressive AF attracking house from the backside through windows
Me: *dialing animal control number*
*locking myself and my family Out of the house*
*Now the house belongs to the monkeys*
And I woke up breathing too fast and scared.
🤐🤦♂️🤦♀️
Even I don’t know how you’ll deal with me.. I am unfolding those parts of myself that even I didn’t know existed.. I am opening up so much.. It’s like I was always trying to nip in the bud that was meant to bloom.. And honestly, I am loving it.. It’s uneasy as I had never felt like this but this unknown side is feeling blissful.. You never know what may come next as even I don’t know what n how.. I was never like this but I am loving it.. Call it anything but I feel so real n free.. I hope that one day you don’t look back n see what you really missed n lost.. I love my own vibe so much, I wonder how you won’t..
I Think For All 