I literally never called her a BITCH before this, but it’s true that she is a Goddamned INSECURE BITCH who keeps on competing with me sneakily as well as openly just because her BoyFriend doesn’t like her that much and keeps on coming towards me from time to time.
“BITCH, I DON’T GIVE A SHIT TO YOU and I didn’t get close to him TO SAVE YOUR UNWORTHY RELATIONSHIP. If you two are really about to get married that you said last year’s feb, why are you so fucking insecure about yourself and your relationship that you always have to keep an eye over what I do, and then Compare just to have some ATTENTION??
Have some self-respect ! Either leave him completely, so that he can go to whom he actually wants, OR STOP YOUR LOW STANDARD INSECURE SHIT.
I have seen very few LOSERS LIKE YOU, saying this very disrespectfully, who keeps one man in loop in a committed relationship, flirts with another one by being sympathy-seeker, and tries to get praise and attention from other in whom someone (I) got interested, being highly envious of me.
Stop keeping an eye on and trying to get validation from everyone who is related to me just because you are AN INSECURE BITCH !”
Do I need to cry for people who are envious of what I have because they could not earn it yet what I earned about 5 years ago??
I EARNED IT working my ass off. AND having things you require and want is important so that you cannot be a beggar in front of others and can share it too if you feel that you have surplus of it. This is my mindset around money and things.
AND how much I love and can love someone, nobody can question that.
Actually you can see who is inherently envious by noticing that when they cannot have something, they keep on talking against it.
I try my best to stay positive and high vibing but someone low vibing keeps on talking against everything I do and have. WHY SO JEALOUS??
My situation was never better. It was way worse. So, I am very proud of what all I have earned. At least, I AM NOT FAKING GOODNESS AND PERFECTION while being an INHERENTLY WEAK AND SHALLOW HATER unlike them.
I guess half of my life will be spent saying “Oh no..Dumbfuck..That was not for you..” to a lot many people..
Isn’t it very obvious when one is writing something on a public platform that it’s written for anyone and everyone who can read it?? AND isn’t true that if it doesn’t resonate with a situation with someone, it’s not for them?? Isn’t it right that I won’t have a beef with anyone for no reason and won’t write something against anyone if I don’t have a clear beef with that person?? I mean, how do people even take some things so personally?? Specially those whom I never connected with anywhere (on social media or in real) and have had nothing to do with..
Seriously, it’s exasperating to know that some people are too stupid that they take everything on them and have beef for no reason. If they have problems with their own self unconsciously, they shall seek professional psycho-therapeutic help rather than beefing with other people for no reason.
But.. One thing is assured that those people who are having problem with what I write or do, had hatred, competition and beef with me since a long time, the time I had no idea about their sickness.
Some people be always pushing you to see SOME ACTION from your side.
Tell me one thing if you are a FUCKING BORING ASSHOLE, does it mean that people are Puppets for your Entertainment?? You are so Incapable of Entertaining yourself?? Or you don’t have a life of your own that you want to poke your nasty nose in everyone’s business??
FUCK OFF N GET A LIFE OF YOUR OWN.
(PS: This is not for anyone whom I have met in the last 10 years.)
Moving with integrity against a narcissist takes a toil on you, both mentally n physically.
When you are offended, that too without a fault of you or provocation, you feel like beating the shit out of the offender.
You know you have lost a lot, not for your own faults, but because of the same offender’s manipulation tactics.
And nobody can understand your anguish, only you can because you have had to bear the loss. The biggest loss being of your love, that you cannot bear.
And when you speak up about it, that psychopath would either take the turn next in offending you again or would try her best to be the loving n impressive person, which is actually the fake n temporary behaviour that is a trademark of narcissists, to behave very lovingly, politely and impressively after offending others or doing wrong to others in order to save oneself from the criticism or deserving hatred or other consequences. It actually happens because the narc has put her shit (mental filth) over the other person for the other to suffer mentally from it when the psycho knows that that other person will not take revenge.
The anger stays in the person offended which makes that person to talk negatively incessantly, depresses mentally and makes ill physically and when that happens, the narcissist rises again as the harmonious, loving and kind person to impress others who is a piece of shit from the core.
You will mostly find me as the last person leaving a weak or toxic person or relationship. It is not because I am a co-dependent or needy, it’s because I am quite strong mentally to live on my own and much more accepting of other people’s weaknesses, specially when I begin to relate to somebody quite closely. It is out of pure or unconditional love, but slowly and gradually I begin to realize that the same person begins to take me as a fool, that I do not get to see what that person is doing. The truth is that I actually cannot see what wrong is happening because I have other better things to do than wasting my energy in Trying to Know the activities of the other person; believe it or not, I am too busy and uninterested in that kind of shit (stalking) but my intuition guides me when something wrong is happening and then I get the clues as well.
Moreover, they never think twice before leaving, but when I am in a good place and everybody leaves them, then they expect me to stay?? Because why not, a good hearted person can always be expected to stay and be taken for granted. And when such foolish people become sure of me staying, they tend to give that secure energy to others who would not assure them of even half of me but surely will give such a person a glimpse of the La La Land which does not exist or will never exist.
Sad enough, some people take the realest people for granted for something that would vanish at the slightest hint of hardship, even after getting the proof of the same as an experience.