The way I beat my own drum,
Makes me seem like I am high on rum.
I loved myself through bits n pieces
Collected a tsunami of emotions in a tear-drop,
Shed it in a fraction of a second
And stood tall holding myself together, having within, a ray of hope.
How are you supposed to be kind to your mind when your mind has to mind your mind to be kind which it itself is not??
I really don’t understand their love for me,
when all they do is
to keep my body confined inside the fours of wall,
and cannot take care of their health properly
When all I want them to do is
To take care of themselves, that’s all.
Do you ever look at you and start having a crush on yourself??
If you are happy on somebody hating another,
You are stupid; (none of them has anything to do with you)
If you are jealous of somebody loving another,
You are weak; (one of them has definitely nothing to do with you)
If you are envious of somebody’s self-love,
You are an undiagnosed psychopath. (Nobody has anything to do with you)
Please don’t tell me how much you self-sabotaged yourself for anybody,
It’s just a form of self abuse;
And if you cannot love yourself enough not to self-sabotage
Then you cannot love anyone else, it’s true,
And to me
showing your weaknesses in the name of love is of no use.
I love myself way too much
For you to unlove me and still be here,
For me to keep reminiscing you only for the touch,
For me to love you more and keep you here.
“There is no he and she,
There is only you and me”
holding the mirror.