FREE AS FUCK !!

I can only tell how much free I feel now

Free to speak up my mind

Free to act my heart out

Free to love anyone I want to

Free to choose what to make my life about,

Shackled I felt

For a really long time

To soothe someone’s ego

To soothe one’s mind,

Out of respect I did it so wrong

That I cared about one’s selfishness

made my freedom in those shackles grind.

Self-love.

“Why don’t I get love the way I want it” I asked,

“Because you love yourself more than anyone can” he replied,

And I found a compliment in that that stabbed right in my heart.

What I am lacking.

It’s not the lack of self-love,

If I ever lacked it

I wouldn’t be able to love anyone this deeply,

It’s lack of ego

That I am still standing here.