You and your reasons..

The whole situation doesn’t change but still, it feels better, when nobody knows where you are, what you are doing, and why you are where you are..

Only You and Your Reasons survive,

and if you become lucky they sometimes thrive..

YOUR REAL STRENGTH YOU MAY NOT KNOW ABOUT.

You do not become a weak person as a whole if you fall from time to time and become heart-broken and cry.. It’s a strength to be vulnerable like that, actually, a lot of strength in it. People boast of being strong while being cunning and toxic, but they never know that they are actually the weakest. Strength lies in being true to yourself and accepting your emotions, no matter how low you feel feeling them. Only the strongest ones can touch the rock-bottom over and over again and bounce back higher than before every time..Even though it does not happen so every single time, still, seeing the rock bottom has a lot of strength in it.

Another thing only strong people can do is realizing their own mistakes and faults. You will mostly see the weakest ones doing wrong to others and having no explanation for that, even to themselves. It gives them cheap thrills to provoke, frustrate and suffocate others. But if you do something like that on impulse and can realize and apologize for your fault genuinely, and if you can learn how to get a grip over your impulses as well after such incidences, you are strong. You are very strong.

THIS IS SOMETHING I SAY TO MYSELF A LOT AND NOW, I AM PASSING IT TO YOU, SO THAT YOU KNOW HOW STRONG YOU ARE !! 🖤❤

(Originally posted on 1st feb,2021)

Top reasons for why I am difficult.

Why people find me too difficult to deal with:

1. I don’t get impressed with anything.

2. I don’t let anyone validate/control me.

3. I protect my boundaries like nothing else.

4. I am mostly on my own, about 99% of the times, and thus never afraid to live completely alone.

5. My mind catches their bullshit (if any) quicker than they can think of, although I don’t let them know about it longer they can think and I don’t fall into emotional trap as I am basically and generally an emotionally detached person.

And, this is healthy. This is way too healthy for confused and mentally unhealthy people that I get to know, and those who can maintain this level of these traits in their own personality do never or rarely find me difficult.

(2nd Aug, 2020)

Family’s inept love.

I really don’t understand their love for me,

when all they do is

to keep my body confined inside the fours of wall,

and cannot take care of their health properly

When all I want them to do is

To take care of themselves, that’s all.

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