I don’t know who needs to hear this but the grass is still greener here and your envy n toxicity is not gonna change that. Grass stays abundantly green because of Karma- Intentions and actions combined. Watch yours or you will be left barren completely.
My dreams not only tell me what’s meant for me, they also tell who n what is being a block.. I don’t talk on n about many things because I am seeking answers from the universe n nobody else.. From symbolic forms to stark clear reality seen 10 minutes to 5-6 months before it actually manifested in real life. From clues to seeing actually what and who is going to create a hindrance in something and in what way, I see it in my dreams so clearly.. The dreams that feel like just a recap of experiences, I can feel that..The dreams that feel like they are going to be true, they really come true.
I am sharing this because today morning as well I saw one such dream and it was about my love. I don’t want to explain it here in details because then it would seem like a personal attack on a real person because what I saw in it was that someone was just trying to snatch him and trying to create misunderstandings between us, that too, by using religion in some way. Like that person trying to act innocent n helpful to him by including GOD’s Name in everything, that too, not to help, but to control him, and to make me fight with him.
I really won’t go into the details or mention names here because that would actually look like a personal attack on someone. But.. everything that I have written is what I actually saw and it was quite shocking to see because nothing like that was going on in my mind yesterday.
I don’t know, probably it was a clue from the universe, but I will let the time decide about its viability.
I would like to end it by saying, “You can stretch an end only like, and only as much as you can, with a chewing gum.“
My dreams say that I’ll either revoke my marriage just a few hours before wedding ceremonies or will run away an hour before it bcz it’d be an arranged one and I think there is no reality in it, it is just a portrayal of my thoughts in my dreams, but anyhow, this will happen if the similar situation arises in real. More than 10 similar dreams till date. 🙊 “Anyone trying to fix me with anyone shall proceed with caution if they don’t want such complications or do not proceed further even with all the precautions.” 😂🤣
(Originally posted on 7th dec, 20)
Read the points and tell me how much are they accurate. I have thought of them on my own based on observations. I may be wrong, but it’s just for fun. 🌞💖💜
One of my biggest flex was not flexing about the fact that those who said they would find BETTER than me, ended up with someone MUCH WORST THAN ME.
That’s how they fuck up by comparing me or triangulating me with anyone. Face YOUR KARMA. ENJOY THE LOSS !!✌
How intelligent of me to think that either my phone’s audio or my ear-plugs stopped functioning while I didn’t even put the ear-plugs in my ears.
Someone’s then Boyfriend once told me “So what if you are a little over-weight. You have such an attractive face.”
And on another time said, “you are perfect to be my wife.❤”
And I was not getting close to him because he was committed.
And still his loser then GF turned into wife is so envious of me that she competes with me one-sidedly at some real lame shit, that too, by stalking even my stories on instagram (With which face??)
You can certainly understand the difference in character now.
I tell you one thing about kindness and why I cannot forgive Intentional Faults in behaviour. Mistake done once is okay to me, I do not even pay much heed to it and ignore it like nothing happened, but, if the same thing is done twice, then it’s a choice, and when you have made a choice to be a defaulter/culprit, you cannot be forgiven because your intention is to commit that act which offends my boundaries- psychological, social or physical.
In law, the culprit deserves and is punished after the conviction is proved. Apologies become meaningless after that because the damage has been done to the victim and the situation cannot be reverted back to its original position. Motives do not matter in convictions, the act done and the intention to do that act are enough to prove the commitment of the crime.
Anyone may say that they did something wrong to me because of this/that. Here, I rarely consider the WHYs because the first time, I can go into the ‘why’ of something done to me because I really want to understand the psychological reason behind it, but the second time the ‘why’ becomes useless and the apologies become meaningless, and thus, forgiving becomes almost impossible, as the second time it is someone’s choice to offend me and/or my boundaries.
I am describing this because many people don’t get it why I am so unforgiving. I apply law, science, and psychology in every single thing. People usually don’t get where I come from.
Also, if I am kind, it does not mean that I am and I have allowed anyone to be informal in interactions with me. Kindness and informal behaviour are completely two different things. I am usually kind and formal. Being informal with anyone takes me a lot of time and interactions. This is how I am since my very childhood. You can stay assured that I have been informal with, at most, about 5-6 people (apart from my family members) in my entire life. Kindly respect that as it’s one of my boundaries i.e. not being informal with anyone without a conscious decision on the part of both the parties i.e. me and the other person.
These two virtues are very core of my personality that others usually find confusing and difficult to understand or deal with, and I hope that many things are clear now.
Thank you for reading. ❤
It’s not about a single race,
A single person,
A single place,
It’s more about the power in the wrong hands,
That many go through unsafe periods of even personal space;
“Power does corrupt
Absolute power corrupts absolutely”,
Laski was right..
If you ask me
there is no single ideology alone
That can lead and develop the world,
Holistic approach can only save us
Against this corruptive fight.
(Written on 3rd june, 2020)
your wife calls you “daddy”
before your any child.
(Previously posted on 16th march,2020)