Healing.

I am a hard pill to swallow,

just like naked truth

you can feel,

but I have seen people not offended by it

The people who are willing to heal.

(6th dec,2021)

Source matters.

Those who love sun

Don’t wish for the moon,

For the sun gives and gives only

The moon only shines bright

Reflecting the light given by the sun,

I love the real source of light, enlightenment and awakening,

Not that which only imitates

carrying only a fraction

Yet trying to reflect what’s not its own

Only grabbing attention.

(Originally posted on 14,october,2020.. I love all, the sun,the stars and the moon.)

Missing You..

Missed you beyond measure

But as always

You met me in my dream

Like you were never gone away

Hugged me so tight

My soul felt your every inch n your energy,

On waking up

I couldn’t tell the difference

If it was a dream or reality

But yes,

It felt like a real treasure..

I missed you

And it felt

Like I was missing myself

I miss you beyond measure.

Missing You..

Missed you beyond measure

But as always

You met me in my dream

Like you were never gone away

Hugged me so tight

My soul felt your every inch n your energy,

Upon waking up

I couldn’t tell the difference

If it was a dream or reality

But yes,

It felt like a real treasure..

I missed you

And it felt

Like I was missing myself

I miss you beyond measure.

REAL N FREE..

Even I don’t know how you’ll deal with me.. I am unfolding those parts of myself that even I didn’t know existed.. I am opening up so much.. It’s like I was always trying to nip in the bud that was meant to bloom.. And honestly, I am loving it.. It’s uneasy as I had never felt like this but this unknown side is feeling blissful.. You never know what may come next as even I don’t know what n how.. I was never like this but I am loving it.. Call it anything but I feel so real n free.. I hope that one day you don’t look back n see what you really missed n lost.. I love my own vibe so much, I wonder how you won’t..

Real n unreal.

Trying to create cues, signals, synchronicities etc. or trying to know or find them out on purpose by self (i.e. human intervention) or with the help of anyone else just puts you a few step away from the real connections and synchronicities. Some of us are too sensitive to vibes that we get when someone is trying to create signals n when universe is doing it for us. You may stay in your own mind and think that you can do so, but it never hits like the real vibe or signal in the gut like the one truly sent by the universe to us. Some empaths are really psychic and you have to make peace with it. Our psychic abilities may not work for a good amount of time due to brain fog or some unknown reasons, but when it does, we really know what’s happening and when we get to know the reality, it’s impossible to make us believe what is unreal or try to test what reality is. It just happens to us naturally. You may stay with your playing mind but it will play only you in the end. We are saved over and over again by the universe no matter how much human intervention is caused in our connection with the unknown.

It’s always better to let the universe talk to you naturally rather than trying to force things in knowing as well as making others know, you always get to know what you need to know at the right time. Do not confuse yourself.

Stay in your LA LA LAND..

You will mostly find me as the last person leaving a weak or toxic person or relationship. It is not because I am a co-dependent or needy, it’s because I am quite strong mentally to live on my own and much more accepting of other people’s weaknesses, specially when I begin to relate to somebody quite closely. It is out of pure or unconditional love, but slowly and gradually I begin to realize that the same person begins to take me as a fool, that I do not get to see what that person is doing. The truth is that I actually cannot see what wrong is happening because I have other better things to do than wasting my energy in Trying to Know the activities of the other person; believe it or not, I am too busy and uninterested in that kind of shit (stalking) but my intuition guides me when something wrong is happening and then I get the clues as well.

Moreover, they never think twice before leaving, but when I am in a good place and everybody leaves them, then they expect me to stay?? Because why not, a good hearted person can always be expected to stay and be taken for granted. And when such foolish people become sure of me staying, they tend to give that secure energy to others who would not assure them of even half of me but surely will give such a person a glimpse of the La La Land which does not exist or will never exist.

Sad enough, some people take the realest people for granted for something that would vanish at the slightest hint of hardship, even after getting the proof of the same as an experience.

Need to unfuck..

I have seen your five hundred shades of fuckedupness,

But I am sure you have five thousand more,

I’d love to seize the opportunity to know,

Not just for the sake of knowing

But for removing anything about you

From my mind that’s obscure;

Believe me, I don’t want to take your burdens,

I have many of my own,

I just want to uncage you

From the bounds of your own mind,

I want to bury the seeds of love,

Water them with care

So that we can reap the eternal love that is sown.

Mind gripped..

That one tip tracing my every nerve

Pushing me closer to the heaven

Leaving a trail

Making a map,

Of his desire

Over my flushed skin

And ruling my mind

Leaving between us

no gap..

Your spell.

Your furious tongue slithering though my neck,

From here to there,

Touching me at places

Was burning my desire like hell,

Peaking my arousal

Rushing the adrenaline through my veins

Making me feel lost

Under your sensual spell.