THE PARADOX

You under-estimate my capacity of self-control, and that how much of it I need to hold. I am a person who is driven intensely emotionally and yet stays highly rational most of the times. Stay assured that I can cut someone to pieces cold-heartedly in anger if that one deserve it, yet I will control myself enough not to do it because it’s illegal. I can love someone to death intensely, yet I will consider that one non-existent if he deserves that kind of treatment. I am an extreme paradox with high self-control, and that’s what makes me feel so powerful and efficiently working that many people fail to understand.

(16th Aug, 2021)

Free-bird.

My sense of independence is my biggest fetter

I rebel where most people won’t

And cooperate where most people don’t

Because I want something different

Different from what they know n what they are used to

I want something unexplored

Where they will never let me go n do what I intend to do

So I stay away

Pushing everyone away

Because I want to breath, think, feel and do everything freely

As you can’t control air

And if you do it turns into a storm

I do the same

And break every chain to stay free

But my sense of freedom fetters me

It doesn’t let me come close to anyone

Bcz I don’t want to be controlled with their judgements

I just want to live n love freely.

(First published on 25th aug, 2020)

Paradoxical feelings.

I feel entertaining yet bored because I feel the need to entertain others.

I feel self-love yet lack of love because I feel the need to love and be loved.

I feel educated yet ignorant because I feel the need to teach others what I know about and learn from them in return.

I feel whole yet incomplete because I feel the need to connect with somebody like me.

I feel efficient yet inefficient because I know how much I still need to learn and how much there is that I do not even know exists to be learnt.

(First published on 10th october, 2020)

Animal lovers..Know the difference.. 😌

Always be kind to animals; they cannot talk about their needs to you..

But remember, not to be kind to human guised animals, who keep shitting on others, for their needs, and on you..