Some people ruin everything with their lies that could end up so beautiful otherwise and then they expect you to have the same kind of love for them even after that.
“At the least, he doesn’t hate me” says a lot about your past experiences with psychopaths, the pain that you felt and the self-worth that you lowered due to them.
Honestly, I am more disappointed with myself rather than disappointed with him for taking him as having good intentions at last, despite knowing the reality of his character for years.
Some dynamics stay the same,
Don’t blame the events,
When energy can be nothing but the same,
Forgiveness is a good virtue
Not for those having no sense of accountability
Or who just like to slip away
without any apology
They are toxic
No matter if you wanted to keep them close
Or if you did let them stay away.
Oh.. Last but not the least,
My anger is not due to the fact that you left,
My anger is because of the fact that you are not leaving.
Stop feeling that important in my life,
You stopped meaning anything to me long ago.