Loads in depression.

Sometimes, your biggest achievement is to talk while you have no mental energy to even speak a word,

do all of your works of the day while you have no physical energy either,

And to smile when all you feel is emptiness,

To have hope while all you want is to scream and cry out loud not knowing what to do about what’s bothering you.

(Originally posted on 12th june,2020, when I was in severe depression)

Glad in the end..

I didn’t know intensity

And compassion from the other side,

until I got to know you;

and no matter how much I hated you for years in the past

for leaving me,

these are the virtues

that I have found only in you;

I am not saying this because I want something,

It’s just a way of gratitude

for I got to know somebody like you.