Nature Therapy Craving..

I want to get lost in a place,

Where

the best singers are the birds

The best frangrance is of flowers

The best flash light is the sunshine

The best food is a fruit..

(Published first on 21st april,2021)

Inner child desire.

I don’t know why

But I want to live wild,

I have lived a structured life for way too long

It feels boring..

And wild doesn’t mean being emotionally too intense

As I tend to be sometimes,

Wild in the sense

To be happy, energetically glee,

To be free

To cherish life

And live it intentionally peacefully.

FIRE AND DESIRE. ๐Ÿงก

Picture belongs to Preet (Copyrights Reserved)

After staying away for so long,
My desire for you is ever increasing,
Is it really love,
If there in it,
there is no desire
No desperation..??

Lacking..

I lose interest out of nowhere

And it’s not that I don’t care,

I just have too many resposibilities to take

I have got very little time and soul to spare,

Love filled affection I lack today

That is something I really can’t fake.

My kind of man..๐Ÿ’œ

The kind of man who looks like he is gonna eat you up whole in one go but behaves like he is gonna respect you for the rest of your life…..

100% required.

Once in a while I got 98/100 in drawing, maths and science in different classes and those two marks still pinch me; pretty much tells about my need to have it all about anything I put my mind to and my destiny that never gives it all to me.

PS: Showing off..๐Ÿ˜‚

Need.

I don’t want to do anything more than I want to leave this world and meet my people in other realm.

FOUND WITHIN ME..

“Right in the middle of chaos,

When the eyes lose their dreams,

When the mind will be shattered,

When the soul will feel like flying away from your body,

When the blood will be cold,

When the sun will feel eclipsed,

When the winds will turn into storms,

When the hills will be melting,

When there will be no hope,

I’ll meet you there”, he said,

The one who wants to hold me tight,

And wants to win for me any fight,

with that selfless love,

My imaginary lover;

My darkness would haunt me with these thoughts

The thoughts of my past..

With a hope in my heart

To find hope and love in someone else forever.

There is no mess, storm and darkness,

My blood is free flowing,

My soul is pure,

I am my own cure,

My mind full of light and existence glowing;

I am glad that I found my love,

Within me, for me, forever. โค

NOT AFRAID ANYMORE.. ๐Ÿ™‚

Not afraid anymore,

About judgements,

About reputation,

About feeling too much,

About being feelingless,

About accepting and telling my truth,

About disappointing those who deserve to be disappointed,

About misunderstandings,

About my future,

About my telling my traumas,

About healing,

About failing,

About my weaknesses,

About showing my strength,

About standing up for myself,

About putting myself first,

About letting people go,

About throwing off negativity to its source,

About people,

About doing whatever the fuck I want to do,

Not Afraid Anymore.

KARMA TALKS

Karma said, “I take your intentions and actions, together as well as separately. I take my time. I notice you doing everything, thinking everything. I am neither negative, nor positive. Some people relate my name to a punishment. But I am much better than that. While I have given the worst punishments, I have also given great rewards; I give you what you deserve. You may forget what you do but I will make you realize what you did when the time will be right. Nobody praying for anything to go for or against anyone else in the name of Karma is going to get their desires fulfilled just because they prayed that way, infact I will consider their prayers as their intentions and will put the same kind of vibe in their life, so that they can understand what they did. The person prayed about will get only what they put efforts or thoughts for. I make everyone realize everything and it’s upto them to take the lesson or not. When they learn something from me and let go of the desire to fight against it, I move to other lessons. The thinkers, the doers, in every sense, have to get back what they give to the universe. Even when you die, your soul will get everything back in the future lives. Choose to live wisely. There is no escape from me. Generally, I am neutral, don’t be afraid of me, be afraid of yourself and your deeds, or do everything good and right for yourself and others to love me and yourself.”