How OCD and depression exist together and feel??

Depression alongwith aggravated OCD makes one feel hyper-alert while having no energy to be alert about anything. One has no desire to know anything anymore yet stays busy to correct something which one doesn’t even know what is wrong or the wrong which actually doesn’t exist.

Why would you count things, literally every single little thing as little as your breathing, to correct something that has nothing to do with it?? What would you correct that isn’t even wrong in the first place??

The anticipation of something to go wrong is the reason behind OCD; something that someone holds very dearly or important in one’s life, and if that thing has gone wrong multiple times in the past, then the person becomes extra cautious or obsessed or say moves into hyper-mode of anxiety about it. It’s frustrating and utterly exhausting, both mentally and physically.

Don’t tell me meditation n shit helps in this. It is a problem of rationalizing irrational thoughts and attaching irrational behaviour (compulsions) to those irrational thoughts by somehow rationalizing them after observing patterns between them.

Add depression to it; And you have enormous amount of inner conflict while you have no energy or desire to even do the bare minimum of daily life, and sometimes even breathing and staying awake feels like a burden to the mind.

Self-love is more crucial.

Love will drift your mind to new places

Self-love will bring you to those places.

(Written on 2nd dec,2020)

Source matters.

Those who love sun

Don’t wish for the moon,

For the sun gives and gives only

The moon only shines bright

Reflecting the light given by the sun,

I love the real source of light, enlightenment and awakening,

Not that which only imitates

carrying only a fraction

Yet trying to reflect what’s not its own

Only grabbing attention.

(Originally posted on 14,october,2020.. I love all, the sun,the stars and the moon.)

Quote: Simplest rule.

The rule is very simple; When I do not come to you for motivation or support, don’t be a psycho-bitch n try to control me with your criticism based on mental blindness n false facts to manipulate or guilt-trip me. Think whatsoever, just don’t be that bitch.

Vibrant in dark world.

Vibrant in dark world.

It’s not easy

To stay vibrant

In a dark world,

Where the shadows try to eclipse

My mind,

Where I pay the price

For being kind,

But I choose

To rise

repeatedly

against the wind,

Against the grinding grain,

I hope one day it will be acknowledged

My efforts won’t go in vain.

(Copyrights reserved on both, words and digital artwork. Thank you for reading. 💜💖💫🌞🌺❤💛🧡💚💙)

[23rd Sept, 2021]

Right Homies.

I love people with smart mouth, so that I don’t feel like I am dominating them; 😜

those who stay humble yet quirky;

full of life yet deep in thoughts;

well humoured yet sensitive about using words;

cut throat angry but rarely, and usually peaceful;

calm n collected yet fierce when needed;

loners yet cooperative;

Well versed in something yet avid learners.

(20th Aug, 2020)

Bound in liberation.

A sigh of relief left my lips

When your lips suckled on my neck

Was it a moment of liberation

Or was it a moment of being bound

I kept on thinking

But found the answer in feelings.

(First published on 4th Aug, 2020)

Irony..(Quotes)

1. People really want to be different by copying your style.

2. Everybody pretends to love black colour until it’s someone’s skin.

3. They take your help till you can, if you want the energy reciprocated, you are selfish.

4. People want to be adults until it’s time to take responsibilities of adulthood, then they want to be kids again.

5. People love to take pictures of people because they love them but they cannot put enough pressure on their mind to remember them without any picture.

6. They criticize you for criticizing them but they won’t notice or correct the wrong they did that was criticized.

(Note: These quotes have the copyrights reserved by the author. Please do not copy. First published on 30th june, 2021)

NEW MINDSET 2022.

Sometimes you don’t know what kind of shit you were loving, but, when the universe throws if off your life, believe me, you need to trust the universe, you are the lucky one.

I AM FEELING LUCKY.

WELCOMING 2022 with new power, awaiting many more blessings.

Best wishes to everyone. May you and your family prosper with good health, love, and happiness whole 2022 and afterwards ⭐💝💜💖💫🌞❤💙💚💛🖤

A Burning Candle..

Remove darkness
Be a guiding force
Even if it makes a little difference
While you burn for someone whole
Even if no one is a witness. -Preet

💖🙂

(Published on 14th May, 2021)