With me, people did not have commitment issues.. People had “you seem too good to be true, let me test and exhaust you” issues..
Why she has to stand tall,
She has learnt it the hard way.
She knows no tireness,
She knows no emotions,
She knows no relations,
She knows no remorse,
is all they think or say.
They see the obvious no doubt,
She chooses to show this side,
How indignant she felt at their thoughts,
She mostly chose to hide.
The times she showed remorse,
It was swayed with jestly innuendo;
The times she showed any emotion,
It was numbed with somebody else’s illusive emo-crescendo;
The times she showed tireness,
She was deemed to not rest but grind;
The times she valued relations,
She only got disappointments and no one of her kind.
(22nd nov, 2019)
Because people are not courageous enough to do and think different than already dead previous generations.
Don’t get offended. Some sanskaars are outright toxic and are actually generational curses. (I’ll be discussing this in details later on)
(Meaning of Sanskaar: linguistically》sacraments; In layman’s language》traditional thoughts transmitted to younger generation by older generation while upbringing them.)
It’s not about a single race,
A single person,
A single place,
It’s more about the power in the wrong hands,
That many go through unsafe periods of even personal space;
“Power does corrupt
Absolute power corrupts absolutely”,
Laski was right..
If you ask me
there is no single ideology alone
That can lead and develop the world,
Holistic approach can only save us
Against this corruptive fight.
(Written on 3rd june, 2020)
You have no idea how many people hate you just because they heard you only from someone else’s mouth.
My heart goes out to you. 🤗❤
Why people find me too difficult to deal with:
1. I don’t get impressed with anything.
2. I don’t let anyone validate/control me.
3. I protect my boundaries like nothing else.
4. I am mostly on my own, about 99% of the times, and thus never afraid to live completely alone.
5. My mind catches their bullshit (if any) quicker than they can think of, although I don’t let them know about it longer they can think and I don’t fall into emotional trap as I am basically and generally an emotionally detached person.
And, this is healthy. This is way too healthy for confused and mentally unhealthy people that I get to know, and those who can maintain this level of these traits in their own personality do never or rarely find me difficult.
(2nd Aug, 2020)
I tried to switch off intuition
and now I am all perplexed,
I do feel the things in a certain way
trying to grasp the ‘why’s of everything,
Even while moving through the ruffled waters
I know where I am going
my intuition guides me my lane,
Now when I have switched it off I am feeling so low,
Feeling things, not vibes, in a confused way,
I don’t know what’s going where, like I am driving myself insane.
I think I turned against the nature,
Putting off something that makes the basic me,
That’s why the nature is punishing me,
The need is not to not feel things I am getting this now,
The need is to feel and be guided by my intuition and still be rational somehow.
(First published on 9th Jan, 2020)
Beyond the concepts of wrong and right,
in the lap of mountains,
Under the sheet of cloud painted sky,
I will meet you there,
Away from everyone’s sight. -Preet
(First published on 6th Aug, 2021)
My sense of independence is my biggest fetter
I rebel where most people won’t
And cooperate where most people don’t
Because I want something different
Different from what they know n what they are used to
I want something unexplored
Where they will never let me go n do what I intend to do
So I stay away
Pushing everyone away
Because I want to breath, think, feel and do everything freely
As you can’t control air
And if you do it turns into a storm
I do the same
And break every chain to stay free
But my sense of freedom fetters me
It doesn’t let me come close to anyone
Bcz I don’t want to be controlled with their judgements
I just want to live n love freely.
(First published on 25th aug, 2020)
If life gives you lemons,
make pineapple juice,
for the time being
and throw them at people who grew them
to throw at you.
(First published on 24th oct, 2021)