Wandering and wondering in darkness..

Is it only me or is there anyone else who just start imagining sexual scenarios wherever there is darkness on the road??

In the dim lights gleaming from far away

Like the twinkling starlit night on the ground

I commence imagining scenarios ecstatic

By my side only you to be found,

And once a while

Stopping by the side of a lane

Giving in to, for a split second, our feelings insane

I urge your closeness closer than ever

Our nerves thumping with the rush of lust and love

Like we tasted each-other before this never

The moments of bliss like serendipity then follow

We fill our one soul so profound

Leaving nothing in us that is left hollow.

Real relationship standards.

If we can’t laugh out loud crazy, have sex like sex-addict rabbits, fight like kids in a street, play like siblings, give emotional support like parents for each-other, grow financially together like real team-players and get intimate like one soul in two bodies.. I don’t want a relationship.

I think and feel, we can.

Fuck all that extra shit like who gives attention all the time, who keeps blabbering only goody-good stuff, who can turn-on only, who can be a cheezy-breezy pleaser, who behaves well with people generally and who not..

I really don’t care how you behave with others. You may have your reasons for behaving that way. All I want to know is how you are going to behave with me and my family. I want to know about your dreams, aspirations and fears and I want to tell you each and everything about me.

Change of healing heart. ❤

I had the need to heal somebody, so I used to choose someone as a partner who needed immense healing; and now I get it that actually I needed that healing for myself.

So now, I can share any kind of emotion, good n bad, but I really don’t need another Healing Project.

I want a Partner. I want true Love. I want forever friendship and love, both in one person.

Love Passion Lust..

It seems like you have cast a spell on me,

How can I not stop thinking of you even for a second??

The flow of my blood

Singing some feelings for you

Thumping in my heart

So hard

So loud

What the f I am craving for

Confessing that I am not so proud.

🙂

I am patient enough for anything

Or a kiss,

Now,

Until he is mine,

I am not his.

Ainaa..❤

“There is no he and she,

There is only you and me”

I said

holding the mirror.

Agony of love.

“Is it my gut feeling

Or am I paranoid??”

My mind asked..

“Whatever it is,

you are just afraid to lose him,

bit by bit,

the fear eating you from the inside,

more and more,

without any cure..”

My heart replied.

💫

I wish

it could be as beautiful in real

as I see it in my dreams..

Mind gripped..

That one tip tracing my every nerve

Pushing me closer to the heaven

Leaving a trail

Making a map,

Of his desire

Over my flushed skin

And ruling my mind

Leaving between us

no gap..

Heart to heart.

I hope you understand me by listening to your inner voice

Like I did for you

Without paying any heed to any outer noise.