Hearty ramblings..

A heart

Full of love,

A mind

Full of beauty,

A soul

Full of life,

A spirit

Full of joy,

In all the good things

Why wouldn’t I love you??

Just tell me why??

Quote-Vibes matter the most.

I am naturally high-vibing. It’s quite obvious to me who lowers that down at what time. I am being more and more cautious about that now.

(Original date: 31st March,2021)

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY PAPA ❤

Despite a few disappointments, you are still the undisputed king of my life, who loved me the most from amongst all the people I know, till date.

You provided us with every single thing we could ask for, Specially for me as I was never a demanding kid but you gave me everything without even me asking.

Your principles and philosophy are something I still hold close to my heart and abide by them because they are so humane as well as practical. The path you gave me for my career is something I think was and is always the best one for me.

I really cannot thank you enough for being an amazing friend, philosopher and guide and being there whenever I needed to be protected from anyone, be it from any family member or any outsider, and for making me stronger than I could myself be or anyone else could make me. You were a good balance of strictness and gentleness that any mature person could ask for in a parent. I still remember your words “Life is very tough out there. You have to ace being uncomfortable and tough” AND “even if everyone is doing it, you don’t have to do what everyone is doing. You are not them.”

I just wish you would have stayed much longer. I really needed you. I miss you all the time.

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY,PAPA ❤

A thought on Lockdown.

I think it will be better to extend lockdown but with better measures.
According to me, agricultural and industrial production should be increased by first of all, testing the lower strata of population i.e. daily wage workers for COVID-19 by the government and giving them temporary jobs in these two spheres where manual power is lacking these days while making the middle class strata stay under lockdown and imposing a special revenue on upper strata income on profit making after a certain income level.
I know it’s difficult to take such steps as the population is huge but it still can be done rather than staying disorganised during lockdown and yet extending it, putting all the pressure on the same very few frontliners. Moreover, final year medical students can also be encouraged to help by granting them stipends particularly for working in hospitals in lockdown days, and some people from the general public can be given responsibility for carrying on the duties of police (under the supervision of police, of course) specially for the purpose of keeping gathering of people anywhere under check.

I know India has a mixed structure of socialist and capitalist economy more tilted towards capitalism but socialist measures are the need of the hour.


A few of these steps have already been taken; I hope it can help.

(Originally posted on 7th April,2020)

Covid-19 cases are again peaking. DON’T YOU THINK THE CURRENT GOVERNMENT IS EXTREMELY INEFFICIENT AND UNORGANISED?? Do they ever learn anything or just keep rotating their inefficient strategies??

Pioneer of my own life.

I cannot explain this enough

how much I hate to be defensive

And explain my actions

As well as inaction..

Assume whatever

But keep it to yourself;

This is for whosoever

I came or will come into interaction;

I repeat

I owe nobody any explanation

For what I do

Or feel the need to show it off,

Although I may do it in fraction,

But I do everything to my standards’ satisfaction,

I steer my life in my own way,

I know what I did, doing and will do,

I don’t need from anybody else a single direction.

Know the real deal.

It’s good to be co-operative,

But not that much that you turn your back towards your enemies or haters as an invitation to them to stab you,

Even if it’s just a filthy talk,

You never know who hates you and for what reasons,

thus once you notice any red flag,

I hope you don’t try to turn it into a white flag of peace,

Or try to be a dove in front of a hawk.

Self-evaluate your reactions.

If anybody got offended by my last post, it only means that either they were finding pleasure and validation in my pain, which by any means is toxic, or they are over-analysing what I write. In both the cases, they need to find their mental balance and stop being overly reactionary.

The above-mentioned post.

PS- I am not giving any explanation about my behaviour here as I do not owe it to anyone for what I write. I am just trying to reflect on people’s reactivity so that they can heal on their own by self-evaluation.

Connected to the spirit world.

Can you feel the vibes of souls??

Can you tell the difference between evil and angelic departed ones??

I can feel the difference.

I just cannot reach out to them (the good ones).

The bad ones are eerie AF and try to make you afraid with knocking and tapping the things around or it’s just sound created (I don’t know) whereas the good ones can make you smell the scent n music (such a good scent that you have never smelt, you will definitely know) while nothing as such(any frangrant or musical thing) is physically present, also they are calm and make you sleep as well and will never try to feel afraid, they have such a soothing effect on you.

If I talk about their visibility, they cannot be seen easily (of course), but just in case once in a lifetime you get to see both the types, which will happen only for a minute(tiny) fraction of a second, it’s more like the evil ones are rusty n bloody red in colour, have no facial features, you get creeped up instantly, they are so ugly, whereas you may see only a white hue cloud like entity when it’s a good soul. (Talking from experience)

If any of these kinds creep you up, then don’t think about them much as we attract what we think. It’s a real thing. I do not have hallucinations, it’s more like once or twice in a lifetime experience.

Ramblings to a soul.

Tears flow freely,

It’s the night when I can be weak truly,

Feeling like a zombie whole day,

I wish maybe just for a couple more years

I could make you stay…..

I don’t know why

Just when I almost did forgive

You gone away

Too far away..

Trust me I could feel your presence

You know that too

You made me feel that

But that’s not enough to do…

I wish I could turn the time n fate,

And adjust that particular time many years late.

Unshakeable commitment is my biggest need.

Just imagine,

You have met with an accident. Your face has gotten disfigured, body paralyzed, you cannot speak (or cannot speak well), mentally you have become abnormal, you are losing money(for sure) now, you are unable to do any job or business. Who is going to stay with you now?? Ever thought about it??

When people ask me what I am looking for in a partner??

My answer is, this kind of Unshakeable commitment beyond any superficiality or impressiveness; because I know that I will stand by my partner in such a condition without any kind of physical,mental, or emotional cheating; but I highly doubt that anyone else can or will do that for me in the same condition.

And, those who could not stand by my side while I have been still working perfectly fine physically, mentally, socially and financially, should have elimininated any possibility of a re-union with me by now; but their egoism is so high that they think that they can revert back any time as they would please to (what the fuck??).

It does not mean that other things do not matter, they do, to live life happily and peacefully, and for growing together but this is something that cannot be compromised.