My sense of independence is my biggest fetter
I rebel where most people won’t
And cooperate where most people don’t
Because I want something different
Different from what they know n what they are used to
I want something unexplored
Where they will never let me go n do what I intend to do
So I stay away
Pushing everyone away
Because I want to breath, think, feel and do everything freely
As you can’t control air
And if you do it turns into a storm
I do the same
And break every chain to stay free
But my sense of freedom fetters me
It doesn’t let me come close to anyone
Bcz I don’t want to be controlled with their judgements
I just want to live n love freely.
(First published on 25th aug, 2020)
You are a breathe of fresh air,
filling my whole existence with love.
(Posted on 9th jan, 2021)
Brutally breaking your little syringe of poison
That you try to insert in my vein,
Seeing me thriving in my real good self
Shattering a toxic fake image you tried to create about me
Must be for you a big unbearable pain.
Self-control so good that I may have love and lust for someone so much that I want to rip off his clothes and make the hottest love, and still won’t talk to that one.
Self-control so good that I will observe a few people’s stupidity for years and won’t say a thing.
Self-control so good that even if the hottest guy be dancing nude in front of me and I won’t be caught ever for getting physical with him, I still won’t do a single thing.
Self-control so good that I can buy a dress and not wear it for 7 years even for once.
Self-control so good that if I am on my desired strict diet, you may have a lavish feast in front of me for days and I won’t take a bite.