Your Jealousy will take you nowhere
but 3 feet down
under the ground,
With the heaviness of misery
on your cursed weak spirit
heavier than ten thousand pound.
(You are up for the biggest downfalls of your entire life. Keep being a jealous bitch. 👍
PS- A BITCH is gender neutral. I may be calling a male a Bitch because he is a Bitch in reality.)
(16th March,22)
Some people think that I have stopped reacting to shit.
My stance: I know where a piece of shit is. I know it will keep stinking. I know it cannot be made into anything else. Why would I go at that place to attend to it when I know that it’s in the nature of shit to stay filthy and dirty and to stink? Why would I like to sicken myself? I really don’t go there where I know I will end up puking out and sick.
Another thing: There is a saying- Don’t blame a clown for them behaving like a clown. Blame yourself for going to the circus.
Agreed. I completely agree to this. But, there have been numerous instances when one or the other clown entered my room (hypothetically, meaning violated my boundaries) and behaved that way only to annoy or frustrate me out of his/her stupidity/insecurity/envy. What do you think anyone would do in that situation? I would definitely do anything to throw that clown out of my place or if that one still won’t stop, I would slap/beat/kill that one (hypothetically, meaning reacting).
How poor in karma one has to be
that you are eaten up by your own envy
trying to get me under your control
each time failing miserably
and then trying to be god
to someone n anyone who has the same ill-will against me
to make them stand in competition
despite knowing fully what it entails to you in the end
it’s nothing
yet your ego binge eats on my life
by being obnoxiously competitive burning with envy
still failing
staying in your incurable narcissistic misery.
I don’t know who needs to hear this but the grass is still greener here and your envy n toxicity is not gonna change that. Grass stays abundantly green because of Karma- Intentions and actions combined. Watch yours or you will be left barren completely.
The reason why I call some things like exercising BASIC? It is called so because it is basic. I used to exercise a lot daily apart from doing other PRODUCTIVE things and earning money and studying. The screenshot above from the last year is just for the example. I used to do a lot of strength training as well like tricep extentions 100 reps with 2 kg dumbell with each arm, 500 tummy twists, 20 planks, 30 squats, 200 arms rotations etc. each in one set every day, apart from cycling 2-3 hours or walking for at least 10,000 steps.
I talk about things and categorise according to My Level of doing things. So, if any insecure person thinks that I do it to demean, it’s that person’s problem and manipulation to show other people that I am the toxic one whereas hiding that person’s own toxicity n manipulation. When I want to DEMEAN AS A REACTION or keep one in one’s place, I do it very openly, exposing myself to open criticism and innuendos of a psychopath narc n flying monkeys.
So keep in mind that what I say is about me n if a psychopath wants to copy and/or compare to provoke me, the reaction will be there. Not always though, because I usually consider such dummies DEAD. The narc who provokes me secretly, do it so to get those reactions or wants to be compared all the time and FAILS in being the better one, then goes on to get some SYMPATHY from others. It’s like either GODLY or POOR VICTIM.
I describe myself authentically be it in anger, love, or any other emotion. I am not fond of being FAKE n HYPOCRITE, nor I can keep such people around nor people who associate with a FAKE n HYPOCRITE.
You will see a jealous soul never growing,
It will burn despite having everything
That you love,
And it will always be
Because it can never do
The way you love.
I am a dark empath,
You will never get out of my claws,
Emotional manipulation,
And superiority complex;
I am too good to be true
with what I show you
Devoid of any flaws,
I know when you need me
I really know when you do,
With the facade of a help
I am encaging you
from where I want you to see me n only me
Or into a lonely abyss you will see no one else found
I am your one n only saviour, friend n philosopher,
My innuendos n wording you take so profound,
Stay under my control
You can shine with my sementic prowess
Or I will pull your strings,
Suck n eat away your energy
Hampering your independent progress.
(What do you think?? Isn’t this really a dark empath talking?? The words they never say loud but you can feel it..)
You get on nerves of your haters even if you talk about love. They are energy vampires. They just want to suck the life out of you.
They bullshit on everything you think out loud or do.
They cannot see you being you.
They have no reason for hating you.
They just do.
If you are happy on somebody hating another,
You are stupid; (none of them has anything to do with you)
If you are jealous of somebody loving another,
You are weak; (one of them has definitely nothing to do with you)
If you are envious of somebody’s self-love,
You are an undiagnosed psychopath. (Nobody has anything to do with you)
I Think For All 