How poor in karma one has to be
that you are eaten up by your own envy
trying to get me under your control
each time failing miserably
and then trying to be god
to someone n anyone who has the same ill-will against me
to make them stand in competition
despite knowing fully what it entails to you in the end
yet your ego binge eats on my life
by being obnoxiously competitive burning with envy
staying in your incurable narcissistic misery.
Anyone with an evil eye on me, may you
turn blind DIE.
(Published on 16th june, 2021)
Someone’s then Boyfriend once told me “So what if you are a little over-weight. You have such an attractive face.”
And on another time said, “you are perfect to be my wife.❤”
And I was not getting close to him because he was committed.
And still his loser then GF turned into wife is so envious of me that she competes with me one-sidedly at some real lame shit, that too, by stalking even my stories on instagram (With which face??)
You can certainly understand the difference in character now.
You are not having a bad day,
You are surrounded by evil people who want to see you having a bad day and a bad life,
There is a difference.
I can say this with full confidence that there are more than 15 people who have grave enmity and envy towards me for no reason else than I am being myself and pick myself up from anything that they never could do for themselves, people whom I don’t even consider existent now and whom I helped the time(s) when nobody else did and to whom I was kind to when nobody else was. But here lies the difference between low-vibing fake ones and high-vibing someone.
(From 31st march,2021)
Sweet from the outside,
Poison in heart n mind..
Friendly n fake from the front
Envy n enmity in cues I find..
Brutally breaking your little syringe of poison
That you try to insert in my vein,
Seeing me thriving in my real good self
Shattering a toxic fake image you tried to create about me
Must be for you a big unbearable pain.
I literally never called her a BITCH before this, but it’s true that she is a Goddamned INSECURE BITCH who keeps on competing with me sneakily as well as openly just because her BoyFriend doesn’t like her that much and keeps on coming towards me from time to time.
“BITCH, I DON’T GIVE A SHIT TO YOU and I didn’t get close to him TO SAVE YOUR UNWORTHY RELATIONSHIP. If you two are really about to get married that you said last year’s feb, why are you so fucking insecure about yourself and your relationship that you always have to keep an eye over what I do, and then Compare just to have some ATTENTION??
Have some self-respect ! Either leave him completely, so that he can go to whom he actually wants, OR STOP YOUR LOW STANDARD INSECURE SHIT.
I have seen very few LOSERS LIKE YOU, saying this very disrespectfully, who keeps one man in loop in a committed relationship, flirts with another one by being sympathy-seeker, and tries to get praise and attention from other in whom someone (I) got interested, being highly envious of me.
Stop keeping an eye on and trying to get validation from everyone who is related to me just because you are AN INSECURE BITCH !!”
Don’t even look at what the low-vibing one is doing, once you see, you feel that energy, and then your own energy gets drained drastically, and then it becomes a trap. Pretentiousness cannot hide bad energy. I am guaranteeing you this.
Do I need to cry for people who are envious of what I have because they could not earn it yet what I earned about 5 years ago??
I EARNED IT working my ass off. AND having things you require and want is important so that you cannot be a beggar in front of others and can share it too if you feel that you have surplus of it. This is my mindset around money and things.
AND how much I love and can love someone, nobody can question that.
Actually you can see who is inherently envious by noticing that when they cannot have something, they keep on talking against it.
I try my best to stay positive and high vibing but someone low vibing keeps on talking against everything I do and have. WHY SO JEALOUS??
My situation was never better. It was way worse. So, I am very proud of what all I have earned. At least, I AM NOT FAKING GOODNESS AND PERFECTION while being an INHERENTLY WEAK AND SHALLOW HATER unlike them.