I am a dark empath,
You will never get out of my claws,
And superiority complex;
I am too good to be true
with what I show you
Devoid of any flaws,
I know when you need me
I really know when you do,
With the facade of a help
I am encaging you
from where I want you to see me n only me
Or into a lonely abyss you will see no one else found
I am your one n only saviour, friend n philosopher,
My innuendos n wording you take so profound,
Stay under my control
You can shine with my sementic prowess
Or I will pull your strings,
Suck n eat away your energy
Hampering your independent progress.
(What do you think?? Isn’t this really a dark empath talking?? The words they never say loud but you can feel it..)
Colours brightened all over the sky
Makes me wonder why
If life is limited
as it really is
Why darkness is so deep rooted.
Moving with integrity against a narcissist takes a toil on you, both mentally n physically.
When you are offended, that too without a fault of you or provocation, you feel like beating the shit out of the offender.
You know you have lost a lot, not for your own faults, but because of the same offender’s manipulation tactics.
And nobody can understand your anguish, only you can because you have had to bear the loss. The biggest loss being of your love, that you cannot bear.
And when you speak up about it, that psychopath would either take the turn next in offending you again or would try her best to be the loving n impressive person, which is actually the fake n temporary behaviour that is a trademark of narcissists, to behave very lovingly, politely and impressively after offending others or doing wrong to others in order to save oneself from the criticism or deserving hatred or other consequences. It actually happens because the narc has put her shit (mental filth) over the other person for the other to suffer mentally from it when the psycho knows that that other person will not take revenge.
The anger stays in the person offended which makes that person to talk negatively incessantly, depresses mentally and makes ill physically and when that happens, the narcissist rises again as the harmonious, loving and kind person to impress others who is a piece of shit from the core.
She stopped believing in miracles long ago,
Even if you will feel like one
She will pass by
Abruptly taking you as an illusion
In an attempt to escape
the possibility of her fears
mirrored by you.