Interception for self..

When your heart shatters into a zillion pieces,

When it still doesn’t make any noise to the outside world,

When you can’t hear your own screams,

When you silently own every single broken piece in your existence’s hold,

Know that there will be someone who will make it easy for you;

Someone will make easy the love for you,

The love you give and their love for you,

Someone will make the life easy for you,

The way you want to live it,

doing the things you love to do,

Someone will make it easy for you to smile,

The real unfiltered blooming out of innate happiness they give to you,

And until you meet that special someone

Cherish everything that you are

Find depth in your hollowed heart

Find solace in your solitude

Find heights increasing in your strength

For living alone this way is truly an art.

(First published on 17th jan, 2021 on my other website http://www.yourchoicestlifestyle.com )

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Once in a while I got 98/100 in drawing, maths and science in different classes and those two marks still pinch me; pretty much tells about my need to have it all about anything I put my mind to and my destiny that never gives it all to me.

PS: Showing off..😂

(19th nov, 2020)

Souls connection..

I am feeling so connected to a soul

Again after so long,

Can’t stop my mind from talking to him,

Can’t stop my body from craving for him.

(First published on 2nd April, 2021)

Adage of current unwillingness.

Parsimony on affection

Inattention to winsome love,

Bygone, a few years adieu,

We may carry the baggage

with memoirs of the lost time and youth

In which we could cherish the beauty of life

And conquer the world together

In unison, me and you.

(First published on 12th March, 2021)

Missing You..

Missed you beyond measure

But as always

You met me in my dream

Like you were never gone away

Hugged me so tight

My soul felt your every inch n your energy,

On waking up

I couldn’t tell the difference

If it was a dream or reality

But yes,

It felt like a real treasure..

I missed you

And it felt

Like I was missing myself

I miss you beyond measure.

Missing You..

Missed you beyond measure

But as always

You met me in my dream

Like you were never gone away

Hugged me so tight

My soul felt your every inch n your energy,

Upon waking up

I couldn’t tell the difference

If it was a dream or reality

But yes,

It felt like a real treasure..

I missed you

And it felt

Like I was missing myself

I miss you beyond measure.

Reminiscing my nature.

I can’t even explain how I think. Many live in and for experiences. I really don’t seek them. I don’t seek events to make memories about them. I don’t think that we are what we create or some experiences can create us (ok particularly me here). How I take experiences is purely the mental stimulators or catalysts for different thinking. As far as I remember nothing has changed me much. Those who know me now or at whatever period of time they might have known me may think that I have changed a lot. But that’s not true. They have only seen my behaviour for a short period of time n for a few events or so on but my basic nature has always been like this only.

I was always quiet in front of the outsiders (school, college, relatives functions, strangers etc.) and quiet in my own home maybe for eternity.. but.. whenever I wanted to socialise I was one hella fun person. I was always the one who organised family functions to the T (not the labour part, ok). I was always sporty whenever anyone came to the house (n got comfy in the family) to play a game or two. I made jokes whenever I observed something laugh-worthy in the surroundings. I was analysing situations, people’s behaviour and dynamics of different kinds right from my very childhood (like since the age of 6-7 years old). I always observed a lot. Like really.. I can very confidently say that I filter about 95-98% of things that I observe just because I find them quite useless including people who think that they can always sneak, tresspass, abuse n escape.. “Nope ! You didn’t. I did let you because you are not important at all.” If you think that I have become angrier, that too, is in my nature by birth, though the outlets have changed. I used to store it all or tended to flush off that energy by playing cricket for two hours daily in the evening (though with my brother n father only). It was really a good release of energy then. Now I feel like not storing any shit in my mind n release it all through words. If we talk about confidence. I always had a very good amount of self-confidence but I was always quiet about it because I was getting regular recognition about my capability through professors n results etc. Now I have to show it in other ways because of the wake of social media as in this era if you don’t verbalise or show your capabilities, then you are considered not to have them at all and those who are ept at showing off, become successful, though they might have half of your capabilities.

The point is.. I was always more or less similar..Not much has changed.. Neither my nature, nor my strength.. It’s just that those who have started to know different sides of me or my deeper layers, they think that I have changed a lot; they actually never knew me. Really.. Never..

Strangest thing about me: I do the things, I hate to do, the most. This one I still cannot understand why. Sooner or later, I end up doing things that I really hate.

Strongest point about me: I really, and by this I mean REALLY, I don’t give a fuck about who thinks what about me.

Weakest point about me: I won’t actualise something until I have done it to perfection, exactly the way I visualised it, and even after reaching that point I keep polishing it so that it can reach a point to my utmost satisfaction.

The best thing I find about my life: No matter how filthy situations, events or people I deal with, my bounce back game is strong AF, stronger than many, and I don’t mean it by the show off part, I mean it about things considered valuable.

(Originally posted on 28th Dec, 2020)

Calming simplicity. ❤

Just feeling like

going to a farm-house,

surround myself with at least 10 puppies,

sip on a cup of coffee,

While reading a book

under the shade of a spring tree

And if I may imagine a bit more

The love of my life will be holding me in his lap

While in between kissing me

Together us

Feeling the bliss

From all the hustle-bustle of city life

For at least a few days, completely free.

(Originally posted on 4th March, 2021)

Wear Your Confidence-Digital Art

Now she wears her confidence with style,

The part of her making a statement

that was hiding behind their opinions for years

with an unnatural smile- Preet

This is the digital painting that I had created more than a week ago. I am intending to sell my digital artwork, the details of which I will complete when my money transaction formalities will be complete (I guess it will take some more time). Till then I want to know from you what amount will be suitable to ask for this piece of art. I just want to get an idea from the viewers and reader, of what worth this kind of artwork is in terms of money (any currency). If you don’t want to guess or write about that, that’s perfectly fine. But your feedback is valuable as always 🙂

(Note: This digital artwork and words are copyrighted work of the author. Please do not copy or download the same without explicit consent and don’t forget to mention my website in case you decide to share the post. Thank you. ❤)

Digital-Art: Stone-heads..

Two stone strong heads,

Desiring hearts to melt,

Waiting for the other to take the first step

For what they felt.. -Preet

This is the digital painting I just created. Hope anyone can guess it must not have taken me much to get this idea. The point is, ideas are precious, be it in writing or creating art. The original the better.

Apart from this message, do tell me if you find any other perspective looking at this digital painting.

(Note: Please do not copy the words or download the picture without written consent of the author. All the copyrights are reserved by the author. Thank you. ❤)

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