POETRY.

Planning

On

Ending

This

Rueful

Yearning.

(4th Jan, 2020)

Agree??

Maturity, wisdom, and love are very subjective terms n concepts. There can be no universally accepted single statement about any of them.

What do these three things mean to you??

Pretty thing.

By Preet.

Feel the texture,

Smell the picture,

If you can.

DIGITAL ART- POPPING BEAUTY

DIGITAL ART- POPPING BEAUTY

Popping out bright and beautiful,

Shutting the background noise,

Heart made a move to reach the golden bed of tranquility,

Not with force but with poise-Preet.

(Copyrights to both, digital painting and words are reserved by Preet. Please do not use, copy or distribute without explicit permission. Thank you. ❤🌞💫⚘😍)

Originally posted on 18th sept, 2021)

Cheerful Bug Playing With Resting Stones.

Cheerful Bug

Playing

On Colourful Resting Stones

🐞💜💙🖤
Let me know how did you find the digital art and its hues and concept..
Thank you for paying attention..
Stay safe..❤💫
Live well..❤💫
Take care..❤💫
🌞
(Kindly do not copy the work or its CONCEPT. It’s called INTEGRITY.)

(Originally posted on 25th oct, 2021)

Time travel is possible??

Time travel is possible or impossible?

According to me, Time travel is impossible, because time itself is a theoretic concept. Movement of earth is divided in equal intervals and is called time by humans and everything is made relative to it to understand everything.

People started thinking that time too exists as something substantial.

What is time? When earth is moving in a particular forward direction in the galaxy as well as along the galaxy, it is actually time travel for human beings without realizing it. Every micro-second is just an inverval of distance travelled, although it is measured now with the count of radiations.

One may think that they can travel faster if they can make a machine that can travel faster than light, but then as well, only that machine will reach a point faster than earth at a place in space where they cannot see the future or the past of events happening on earth in TIME’s past or future because the things n people on earth would be moving in space at only earth’s pace, and thus according to earth’s respective current time at every moment of its movement.

I guess someone with a lack of proper understanding may try to contradict this with some old-school theory but the reality n practicality of concepts matter more than those theories based more on unproved assumptions than on facts.

Divine Timing.

Many things are falling into place after so long,

Those who are meant to stay, are coming together,

Those who are meant to be away, are falling apart,

And that which hasn’t happened yet is about to happen,

It’s just about the right time,

Confessing, waiting and looking for the right time is truly a heart’s art.

Quotes (for you)..

Is there anything called TIME in real??

According to me, time is just calculated intervals of distance travelled by earth. I am talking about the clock-related concept of time here.

Even if we can time travel in the past with any time machine, the scenario we actually faced in the past won’t be the same because when the earth was present at that place, the cosmic energies were different and the matter shifted already at that ‘time’ into another form and it cannot be undone.

I think our mind is cosmically connected to the whole universe, that’s why we can remember past because our mental energy can reach that exact place where earth was at that ‘time’. No wonder we can imagine the unimaginable and most of it happens to be true. We think of the multiverse which may also be possible. You never know what else our mind is capable of reaching, but I am sure that it is connected to the universe deeply as more than 90% of the mind is unconscious. What do you think is contained in it?? Our past lives?? You mean the so-called thousands of years we travelled with earth or some other planet in the universe?

Also, some of us may envision future, probably because we can catch up on the present patterns of many things uncosciously and can travel to that future ‘place’ unknowingly. Although, all of this can be done only by the old souls because they have travelled a lot in the universe and now their unconscious mind has gotten trained to a good extent to recognize those patterns. I am not talking about human behaviour patterns here, as that is a whole different topic, but the patterns about interpreting the future without having any factual knowledge about certain events; Not even talking about manifestation here.

Ok.. coming back to the substance, I am talking about it without any scientific knowledge, but I really think that time is nothing, talking it from a different perspective than the scientific one. There is only distance in space, time is overall-a man-made concept.

Suicidal thoughts experienced.

I want to share a part of my experiences for one more time related to suicidal thoughts because of this wave of mental health issues and advices shared due to Sushant Singh Rajput’s demise.

Why do I mostly refer to narcissism and psychopathy related to it the most? Why do you think that it has ingrossed so much inside of me and I observe such traits a lot?? It is because I have gone through that a lot.. I would even name those people responsible for my suicidal thoughts many a times. A few of you even know who I am going to name, so just AT and AT(two different people) would suffice.

When they make groups in which there is a so-called cool, charming, so called helpful co-ordinator the one who has dealt with you in any sense. He stalks you, frustrates the hell out of you, making fun of you and your behaviour, body shaming, calling you weird, psycho, idiot, stupid etc. through those accounts, non-cooperative, selfish, non-productive, unremarkable, the one who doesn’t value relationships, a snake/python, somebody having only bookish knowledge, rude, arrogant etc. etc. He does all this through others or fake identities so that there can be no proof against him. This has been my situation. But I would react through my real identity. And when I did respond calmly knowing that those were provocation tactics and thereafter cut every contact with those fake people and fake accounts, I was considered somebody who does not know how to maintain relationships. I knew my truth and to a good extent their truth as well.

I have been stalked not only through social media but through my neighbourers, electrician and driver as well. They thought that I didn’t get to know what’s going on, actually I had no evidence, so I had to keep quiet and carry on with how it was going on but trust me, it drove me insane to the extent that I myself felt like committing suicide because any and every person I tried to connect with, either of those psychopaths stalked that person as well and made that person join hands with them with their fake sweetness that they wanted to help me. I kept on detaching from every such person on whom I had a doubt that he/she was connected to either of these two, because why would I like to be stalked and mentally abused??

That so-called help was something that I had never asked for. I could ask for help from whomsoever I wanted myself. They just wanted to control me because they had the best source and way i.e. groupism through manipulation of minds. I could a lot of the times sense that they either wanted me to be on their side or they were in competition with me. That competition was about behaviour, they wanted to seem better than me in dealing with others. One of them always wanted to look better than me in intellect, so he always targetted my intellect only; the other one wanted to get *the best* one, if not me, then his partner was brought in competition with me. Snarky comments, taunting, accusing me for things that were actually my rights to do i.e. creating boudaries with them. One of them trying to play the pity party that I did never help him, though initially I was the one who always asked him what his problems were, but he never told, and when I stopped asking, he accused me of being insensitive for not being considerate to him for his so-called help. Let me explain what his help was- I had shared my family related trauma to him (twice), once when he himself shared his first and second time the next year. Okay, so just listening to me this much was a lot of help from his side?? And he always indirectly accused me that I could not understand him. Understand what?? His psychotic shit of stalking, lying, cheating, 3 gfs or multiple sex stories?? Sorry, but I cannot understamd what he meant by the word ‘understand’. He actually has always been in competition since day one because he feels like the most intellectual and most cooperative. He even hates Scorpio zodiac sign because I have scorpio moon sign(western astrology). LOL Sick AF. And whichever account I follow on instagram, he somehow (with fake accounts) try to connect with them as well, making them post stuff that can hit my psyche. And, in the end he wants to feel like he is the only caring one in my life. (Cut me some slack. I know you hate me.)

So, because of such instances I got detached from almost everyone including my school friends, college friends, online friends, I can’t even trust my neighbourers, electrician and driver anymore. Who knows my email id has also been hacked which I made public (unsure about this). I felt so lonely as I could not trust even a single person around. Even I had to break ties from my best friend of years (gaurav) as well. I used to share almost each and everything with him, things that I could never tell even my family members, I had that much trust on him but he as well ditched me by helping these psychopaths (I still can’t fathom how he got swayed by their psychopathic manipulation). So, I, sometimes, even had to fake sweetness to those on whom I had suspicion that they were connected to either or both of them. The more I did this, the more one of those two (the so called intellectual) began calling me fake, dark, psychopath(everything that actually he was, because he could prove it against me in his group and I could not as I did not have such stupid groups of Flying Monkeys).

Even now, whatever I say or do anywhere on social media, he reacts to it in any way possible. I have no other way than ignoring all that crap. For this reason, out of fear of not invoking reactions anymore or being compared with other girls (which is both of their nature i.e. making comparisons), I decreased my activities on social media as well interaction with any person. It was more like if I said I knew everything then I was hallucinating, if I acted like I knew nothing, then I was stupid or ignorant; basically according to them there was something wrong with me all the time and they were the helper.

Groupism in the name of cooperation,comparisons and breaking one’s boundaries are strong traits of narcissistic psychopathy. You will always find the victim lonely, depressed and seething angry from the inside as a result.

I want to say that it is not only about depression, it is more about not finding a way out of a suffocating situation that forces one to commit suicide as it creates a constant state of hopelessness in one’s mind. No matter how good one is doing in one’s life otherwise in terms of money, status, accomplishments, looks or how much strong one is mentally, etc., when one is forced to be controlled and isolated for years directly or indirectly, be it from family, friends, colleagues or otherwise, then it definitely creates an eternal void in someone’s mind. It is not about mental strength or mental weakness, it is more about not wanting to deal with an unbearable situation anymore, one loses hope about having any other possibility. Lucky are those who find the alternatives and tend to keep going.