Masked..

Sweet from the outside,

Poison in heart n mind..

Friendly n fake from the front

Envy n enmity in cues I find..

Effing Irritating sayings/words/phrases..

Which sayings irritate me a lot..??

Always be kind” – Like no..Why always?? You cannot tell bullies and criminals to stay safe, happy and free while being ready to be a dumping pit or a doormat for them. Right??

Life moves on. You leave friends, friends leave you. Your priorities change. You change. What was meaningful to you before, does not matter now, what matters now, did not matter before. You fight. You cry. You laugh. You let things happen. You stop some things from happening.”- Like really?? You have two eyes, two ears, five sense organs, one brain. You have emotions. You have thoughts. You eat. You sleep. You this.. You that.. BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA.. Anything new that people already don’t know??

NO OFFENCE BUT__(ANYTHING)_______”- To which I can only reply “No offence but I want to throw a brick at your face now.”

Fuck them who took advantage of you.”– Emmmm.. No .. Wouldn’t that mean to invite them to take advantage of me one more time?? 🤔 I mean it might be their dream, but I don’t want to.. Really.. 😌

Fuck you“- well, ‘get lost’ or ‘go to hell’ sounds much better. Fuck you in anger really sounds funny from anyone’s side, annoying too but wow !! You are really dreaming..

“Bimbo”– Calling this to anyone is insulting and is mostly said by someone who is envious of someone’s beauty and has a delusion that the abuser is not a dumb ugly bitch. My reply to this would be “first of all, bitch, thank goodness, you, at least, accepted that I am beautiful, unlike your ugly shitface. Secondly, I have enough educational proofs, knowledge, intellect and wit which obviously prove me intelligent and not a dumb bitch like you who dared to just blurt out that shit because of your envy of my looks n mind.” The word is mostly used by those who are dumb enough to not comprehend that beauty can exist with brain.

Bitch“- The word said anywhere anytime to anyone just gets on my nerves (the nerves that I have controlled to a good extent now)- Reason?? In my mind, a bitch is a filthy woman, a really sick and evil one.. But some people use the word as a cool slang and some the way I interpret it. So, it gets annoying.

You are also wrong sometimes– Like I didn’t know this?? Like you really thought that this could diminish your guilt or wrong-doing?? Like you didn’t get any other way to manipulate me into thinking that we both are wrong human beings from amongst which you are clearly at fault with proofs from my side and I might have been wrong some time ago and that which even if I ask you to explain, you won’t have a clue what wrong from my side you just talked about. But thank you for saying this, now your image in my mind has worsened as you are not only clearly wrong but are a manipulative asshole as well.

Just live your life“- Like I really didn’t know this?? What was I doing all these years?? Ah.. must be trying to possess someone else’s body with my spirit??

You have changed– Glad to know that you cannot take advantage of me now. Period. 😌

Be yourself“- 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 How Philosophical and deep?? 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 Should I kill you now?? 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 So that I don’t have to listen to this kind of lame stuff?? Did I ever try to be you or someone else?? 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂

Which kind to choose between confusing personalities of males?? (Psychological perspective with layman’s language).

We may get confused between the real nature of people and end up with the wrong one. Here, what matters is how to recognise someone’s personality. This one is for the females who really need to learn the difference between ‘BAD BOY, GOOD MAN’ and ‘GOOD BOY, BAD MAN’.

The Bad Boy, Good Man is a man who will respect you, stay committed to you, will not let you down or try to destroy you emotionally or mentally. He may act errant and childish from time to time by teasing, irritating or fighting with you for no reason, but that’s about it. He will not do that to manipulate you or to feed his ego but only because he needs to learn better behaviour or that kind of childishness is in him by nature that makes a part of his core personality. There is nothing much wrong in that. To err is human. To be errant is a part of every single person’s personality. He is teachable. He will have his shit together or he will try his best for that. Even at his worst, he will not use others to make him whole.

The latter one-Good Boy, Bad Man is someone you need to keep a distance from or say goodbye to, as soon as you can. This kind of a man is cunning by nature but behaves like a good boy displaying very good behaviour or acts like he is teachable but only as long as you keep feeding him with your energy, your good behaviour, your time, affection and love. He makes you and everyone feel that there is nothing wrong with him. He is a very well-mannered person. But, it’s all a facade. He does that to hide his inner ‘bad man’s character. When you stop or even take a break from or be unable to feed him with what he and his ego desires, he will start manipulating you. He will not think twice before cheating. He won’t commit to you ever. He will stay present in your life but only to control you because his inner man’s nature is inherently evil. He will not hesitate from disrespecting you, that too, when you did not do that much of a blunder or were just being errant like a girl (bad girl, good woman nature), and to disrespect you he may even cheat upon you and put all the blame on your behaviour which was quite normal as ‘to err is human’ and will never take the responsibility or accountability of doing wrong(s) to you. He will mostly use others even as a friend but will act right only when every single thing is going on according to his desires, wishes, whims and caprices. This kind of a man’s nature is inherently evil but he will always act like a good boy/good man in front of others.

Though these are not the only categories. There are ‘bad boy, bad man’ and ‘good boy, good man’ as well. But those personalities are quite easily observable yet they are not easily found. The real confusion happens between the two described above. I hope this will help someone.

Problem with good emotions.

My problem is that I may tell you that I love you and then would like to stay alone but when I would like to be with you I won’t even say a thing.

Some people cannot handle good emotions at first and I am one of them. It’s because they never or barely got to experience love. So, it feels over-whelming when they get to experience it.

LOGICAL PRESUMPTIONS.

If you are happy on somebody hating another,

You are stupid; (none of them has anything to do with you)

If you are jealous of somebody loving another,

You are weak; (one of them has definitely nothing to do with you)

If you are envious of somebody’s self-love,

You are an undiagnosed psychopath. (Nobody has anything to do with you)

WTF?

Some people be really dragging me as a variable in their life for feeling happy, sad or angry.. WTF do you want?? Can’t you feel anything about yourself or your life?? Why am I being reached for no reason?? Come on.. Stop it now..!! It seems like we were in relationship n just broke up.. WHAT THE HELL is that when I don’t even know you?? Stop stalking for god’s sake..This shit be getting under my skin now. Why am I supposed to answer to something meaningless just because you need attention?? Why don’t you just leave??

I am not finding any alternative than ignoring as clear communication doesn’t work with you.