Why She Has To Stand Tall

Why she has to stand tall,
She has learnt it the hard way.
She knows no tireness,
She knows no emotions,
She knows no relations,
She knows no remorse,
is all they think or say.
They see the obvious no doubt,
She chooses to show this side,
How indignant she felt at their thoughts,
She mostly chose to hide.
The times she showed remorse,
It was swayed with jestly innuendo;
The times she showed any emotion,
It was numbed with somebody else’s illusive emo-crescendo;
The times she showed tireness,
She was deemed to not rest but grind;
The times she valued relations,
She only got disappointments and no one of her kind.

THAT GIRL

A girl loving and liking
only the dunken dough-nut, waffles and malt,
Knowing the nature of world odd and snide,
Found comfort in things that never came to halt,
Having a kind, gentle and childlike heart,
She remembered each action of others,
Having deep emotions and sentivity being her nature’s part,
In the era of liking for materialistic possessions,
She was fond of, an admirer of, art
Alpines, trees, snow-flakes, waters, jungles, birds,
animals not put in a cage or cart,
She loved the poetry of nature
Yet aiming, for her goals keenly, with a surreal dart.

She had the innocence to dream like cyndrella,
Waiting for her prince charming,
but she got many a fake of princes
that made her senses more alarming.
Unlike the story of romeo n juliet,
She loved yet did not get the same in return,
which made her emotions, deep in her psyche churn,
She already had the wounds of the past
but they made them even more burn.

There came the king,
There came the silent lover,
There came someone with an obsession,
There came someone with power,
Though they lied n tried,
showed her their gullible pride,
But always her inner voice became her guide.

‘You can’t mess with a girl like that’
was her love song for whole of her life,
All she wanted was to be, for once,
one’s best friend and lover,
not to take up her burdens,
but to stay present with her in her strife.

Dark night is the light for you..

Stars and sky make me feel why

You’re gone to dusk

Any light, illuminating earthy life

appreciates slumber to you

Dark and daunting, to anybody is haunting

is your life’s greatest treasure.

Darkness in the souls

Needing shine of the sun to bathe in

Find slumber in the dusk.

When you seek the light

you know darkness has it

though faraway, in the farthest skies

You see through it,

like free-flowing soul, through the universe

there in the night skies lies shining bright light.

Reality and its foes

Reality wants stark nakedness,

Its foes want it to be poise,

The poise being another tact,

So that truth couldn’t make a noise.

They urge control on it, needing it to slumber,

shackling it in an unseen corner of mind,

It has the purity, the depth, and the calmth,

to be unheard and still thrive in its purest kind.

Only love..

They were breathing love,
with the calmness of the night ocean.
Their feelings like free birds,
were guiling every boundary.

Beknown of everything but the fate of love,
feeling the rain of every emotion;
not taking the vows of world absurd,
reigning thoughts of the otherwise, coming secondary.

Unsaid rumblings…..

He had his own reasons,
that he didn’t let me know.
The trust he could have in me,
he could never stow.
I know him but never let him know,
He knows me but the level of depth
he has reached in me though.
He could bestow me with the truth
but chose to leave in chaos,
that’s the stand that I could never uncross. He anticipates me full of love, withering himself away from that art.
I understand him in my heart
but those unsaid rumblings work as dart.

The one who never came..

The one who never came,
Beseeched my soul.
With a few unasked questions,
He thought he never made a foul.

I needed freedom,
Freedom, with him, to be bound.
An unquenched thirst,
Whose elixir I haven’t found.

Running after things or people !

We often run after things that are difficult to get. That’s a basic human instinct. Grow a little more spiritually and enjoy things that you presently have because in the past you didn’t have even that and when you will get things that you are running after, you won’t be satisfied again.

Traces of lost feelings..

You left me like I didn’t matter!!
You miss me like I do??
Whatever is confusing me,
is only because of you !!

You made me love, you made me wonder,
You made me shiver, like you were a thunder..!
You loved, you kissed
and then, you left me and missed !!

I tried and cried,
I gulped all my ego and pride !
You made me yours and then left me on my own,
and now you think you don’t deserve any frown??

My feelings were only for you,
but they are no more;
because you treated me
like a yet another score !!

I couldn’t lose you,
but I lost..
That feeling that you gave me,
made me frost !!

Only thing now I feel I have lost is,
to know how to trust..
Still, I have faith in love
and that I must !!