A very big decision that I have taken after much thought and that I know could turn out brilliant as a situation if I had chosen otherwise, but as of now I think is not the right time because of my perfectionist tendencies (surely a perfectionist decision) but after listening to my intuition as well, should I question that decision over and over again??
The uncertainty was on one side whereas I have chosen inaction over uncertainty because I don’t deal well with uncertainties. I need everything as sure as fuck as I have mentioned in one of my previous posts as well.
Should I regret the decision now or later on or I have chosen the best route for me, given I don’t play with my own wishes and actions to be taken in the long run??
NGL, I have put all of my hard-work of months aside and chosen a different route that would take years to fruition. It was uncertainty about something versus long-term patience which can be very fruitful to me as per my desire but as to when it’s uncertain as well and i chose the latter.
I think I should not regret when I have put a lot of deep thought into it.
PS- I am unwilling to tell what it is about. Also, I think that I might stop blogging as well, soon. And no, there is nothing wrong. I am just needing prying eyes to go blind.
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