Anybody can roam around, travel far off places and share giggles.. I also love this kind of vibe..But.. My need is different.. I know that I need to do boring work (boring for a lot of people, interesting for me usually but boring for me as well, sometimes) which is reading a lot including really boring documents, And it really gives me immense satisfaction as I am someone who loves mentsl pressure a lot.. okay.. So, my need is someone with whom I can be comfortable during my work.. Love, passion, and intensity are also required, but one thing I cannot compromise on, is my career.. Any normal person may feel like they come secondary in my life, and my career is always my first priority, which actually is false and can mostly be thought of this way by someone who is attention-seeking and just wants all of my time to himself. My career and relationships are on equal priority level; family, of-course, comes before them, but I am highly reluctant to engage with anyone because I have experienced that people just want that gooey type, all time giggles, attention seeking yet emotionally heavy and unsatisfactory immature relationship. I want something mature, in which, if my partner has to wait for me while I am focussed on my career, he has no problem in doing so. I want someone who has his own individuality so strong that he doesn’t feel insecure if the relationship takes a side position to my career once in a while. I am sure by experience that I did not neglect any person until and unless it was absolutely necessary as their behaviour was becoming a big hinderance in my career. For example, an important career boosting exam the next day or a day after and my darling seeking attention to his emotional highs and lows, not caused by me but by somebody else plus by his drinking problem. Can’t handle that shit ever again. That’s why I am reluctant about getting into a relationship.