Paradoxical feelings.

I feel entertaining yet bored because I feel the need to entertain others.

I feel self-love yet lack of love because I feel the need to love and be loved.

I feel educated yet ignorant because I feel the need to teach others what I know about and learn from them in return.

I feel whole yet incomplete because I feel the need to connect with somebody like me.

I feel efficient yet inefficient because I know how much I still need to learn and how much there is that I do not even know exists to be learnt.

(First published on 10th october, 2020)