My problem is that I may tell you that I love you and then would like to stay alone but when I would like to be with you I won’t even say a thing.
Some people cannot handle good emotions at first and I am one of them. It’s because they never or barely got to experience love. So, it feels over-whelming when they get to experience it.
I Think For All 
I totally relate to what you mentioned…genuine emotions from another person freaks me out coz either I feel it ain’t genuine or I am scared it will disappear if I start believing…wierd shit.đ¤ˇ
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Oohh.. And the worst part it that fear turns out to be true, at least apparently. đ¤
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I hear ya đđ
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